I guess that I just really wanted to make things work because the family is so nice to me and i have been with them for so long. But dealing with the new noise and room access restrictions is driving me crazy.
It was easier when the baby was still in a bouncy seat or high chair because I could plop him in there and do activities (board games, reading, baking, crafts) with the older two. But now that the baby is mobile I am just constantly chasing him around when I try to do an activity with the older two because he just doesn't have the attention span to sit for anything for more than a few mins.
Any time I bring this up to the parents they just say it's ok, they know I'm trying my best to keep them calm and don't blame me for the noise. And they just suggest using screens to keep them quiet when they start getting rowdy. But I just don't feel comfortable letting the tv and tablets babysit the kids for me.
I think you are all right in saying that I should move on because once they are home for the summer it's just going to get harder and more frustrating. But I'll be sad to leave because they are like family to me now.