Anonymous wrote:Op here - thanks to so many of you for your positive reassurance, validation, and metaphorical slap in the face - I've needed it. I am emotionally spent thinking about where DD might have gone as opposed to where she currently is, and by another account today she is thriving where she is. She actually texted today that she was just accepted into some club that required applying for and was so excited.

As to the poster that asks about those specific other schools that I've been thinking about, I don't want to go there as that will perpetuate my mental somersaults. I'll just say that they were schools in the national ranking range of 30-45. DD is at a school in the 50-65 range. As I write this, I want to slap myself in the face for getting so worked up over the difference of 20-30 arbitrary ranking slots. I need to start journaling my thoughts to see how I've catastrophized the situation.

Anonymous wrote: Any thoughts on how I can just let this go and be happy that my kid is happy? Thanks.

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Anonymous wrote:I'll start by saying I have lots of anxiety/depression in general, so that's playing into this feeling, but DC is at a top 50-60ish public university where she got merit. Based on what she's told us so far, she absolutely loves it there, so nothing that I'm writing has anything to do with what she has told us! I'm very happy that she's happy, but also feel depressed that I limited her options based on our financial threshold. We were always up-front with our daughter about costs, so she's not mad with us. My child had the stats for Top 15-45ish schools and applied to several, but those that accepted her offered little to no merit or offered merit but just turned out to be schools that weren't a "fit" for her (i.e., too large, too rural, wrong major, etc.) and so she rejected their offers. There were other schools that I think she likely would have gotten accepted to and perhaps preferred, but they were not known to offer merit (and we had spoken to advisors and looked at common stat data), so we didn't bother with them. We are also not first-gen, under-rep minorities, or have any hooks.

I'm basically having all these thoughts about if we should have been willing to spend $70-$80k/year, which we could have done by taking out loans and/or liquidating more assets (from a small inheritance) that we would never rebuild b/c we're not high earners. Instead, we're paying $40K/year, which will allow her to graduate without any debt and may actually leave some money for potential grad school down the road. We also have another child and want to make sure that that child has the same college opportunities. I'm struggling with the fact that my child is attending what may very well have been the best fit for her (she came from a pressure-cooker school and struggled with anxiety, so maybe being a big fish in a small pond is a good thing), but is not the highest ranked school (for whatever the rankings are worth) that she could have attended. Maybe some of that is my own ego in the way and reading all these DCUM posters driven to the top school for their child at any expense.

Any thoughts on how I can just let this go and be happy that my kid is happy? Thanks.

Are you willing to name the higher ranked schools that she turned down and her intended major and/or career path ?

Will your daughter be attending graduate school ?

Regardless, you did a wonderful job helping your daughter select a solid school without taking on crippling debt.

Why does it matter which "higher ranked" schools her daughter turned down? It seems like she largely turned them down because of fit. And even if it was for $$$, she is happy with her choice and doing well. Where you go to college is only 5% of the picture (or less), it's what you do while there and in the future. A happy thriving college student will succeed in life. Being debt free on top of that is HUGE!

You make good points, but I was seeking a response from the OP.

Please let me handle my interaction with the OP so that I can address and, hopefully, help OP in my own way.

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Anonymous wrote:Many parents on this website are also very confused about the purpose of education.

many parents on this site don't have family money, came from nothing, and see education as one of the only ways to get out poverty.

If you don't need to see education that way, then you are privileged. Lucky you.

The way out of poverty does not require you to go into debt for an imaginary "rank." You can get out of poverty faster by taking the scholarship at the school that offered you one. That education will also get you where you need to go.

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Anonymous wrote:Many parents on this website are also very confused about the purpose of education.

many parents on this site don't have family money, came from nothing, and see education as one of the only ways to get out poverty.

If you don't need to see education that way, then you are privileged. Lucky you.

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Anonymous wrote:Op - your dd is happy and you can afford the school. That is worth so much. You can’t look back. You have no idea if she would have gotten into those other schools you now think would have been a better fit. But they would not have been a better fit bc they would have jeopardized your family’s financial security and what you can do for your younger dc. You have a win! Take it!

This +100.
It's your anxiety that is making you second-guess what seems to be a wise, well-thought-out decision. Your child is happy and doing well at a good school. You've won the parenting game!

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Anonymous wrote:I'll start by saying I have lots of anxiety/depression in general, so that's playing into this feeling, but DC is at a top 50-60ish public university where she got merit. Based on what she's told us so far, she absolutely loves it there, so nothing that I'm writing has anything to do with what she has told us! I'm very happy that she's happy, but also feel depressed that I limited her options based on our financial threshold. We were always up-front with our daughter about costs, so she's not mad with us. My child had the stats for Top 15-45ish schools and applied to several, but those that accepted her offered little to no merit or offered merit but just turned out to be schools that weren't a "fit" for her (i.e., too large, too rural, wrong major, etc.) and so she rejected their offers. There were other schools that I think she likely would have gotten accepted to and perhaps preferred, but they were not known to offer merit (and we had spoken to advisors and looked at common stat data), so we didn't bother with them. We are also not first-gen, under-rep minorities, or have any hooks.

I'm basically having all these thoughts about if we should have been willing to spend $70-$80k/year, which we could have done by taking out loans and/or liquidating more assets (from a small inheritance) that we would never rebuild b/c we're not high earners. Instead, we're paying $40K/year, which will allow her to graduate without any debt and may actually leave some money for potential grad school down the road. We also have another child and want to make sure that that child has the same college opportunities. I'm struggling with the fact that my child is attending what may very well have been the best fit for her (she came from a pressure-cooker school and struggled with anxiety, so maybe being a big fish in a small pond is a good thing), but is not the highest ranked school (for whatever the rankings are worth) that she could have attended. Maybe some of that is my own ego in the way and reading all these DCUM posters driven to the top school for their child at any expense.

Any thoughts on how I can just let this go and be happy that my kid is happy? Thanks.

Are you willing to name the higher ranked schools that she turned down and her intended major and/or career path ?

Will your daughter be attending graduate school ?

Regardless, you did a wonderful job helping your daughter select a solid school without taking on crippling debt.

Why does it matter which "higher ranked" schools her daughter turned down? It seems like she largely turned them down because of fit. And even if it was for $$$, she is happy with her choice and doing well. Where you go to college is only 5% of the picture (or less), it's what you do while there and in the future. A happy thriving college student will succeed in life. Being debt free on top of that is HUGE!

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Anonymous wrote:I'll start by saying I have lots of anxiety/depression in general, so that's playing into this feeling, but DC is at a top 50-60ish public university where she got merit. Based on what she's told us so far, she absolutely loves it there, so nothing that I'm writing has anything to do with what she has told us! I'm very happy that she's happy, but also feel depressed that I limited her options based on our financial threshold. We were always up-front with our daughter about costs, so she's not mad with us. My child had the stats for Top 15-45ish schools and applied to several, but those that accepted her offered little to no merit or offered merit but just turned out to be schools that weren't a "fit" for her (i.e., too large, too rural, wrong major, etc.) and so she rejected their offers. There were other schools that I think she likely would have gotten accepted to and perhaps preferred, but they were not known to offer merit (and we had spoken to advisors and looked at common stat data), so we didn't bother with them. We are also not first-gen, under-rep minorities, or have any hooks.

I'm basically having all these thoughts about if we should have been willing to spend $70-$80k/year, which we could have done by taking out loans and/or liquidating more assets (from a small inheritance) that we would never rebuild b/c we're not high earners. Instead, we're paying $40K/year, which will allow her to graduate without any debt and may actually leave some money for potential grad school down the road. We also have another child and want to make sure that that child has the same college opportunities. I'm struggling with the fact that my child is attending what may very well have been the best fit for her (she came from a pressure-cooker school and struggled with anxiety, so maybe being a big fish in a small pond is a good thing), but is not the highest ranked school (for whatever the rankings are worth) that she could have attended. Maybe some of that is my own ego in the way and reading all these DCUM posters driven to the top school for their child at any expense.

Any thoughts on how I can just let this go and be happy that my kid is happy? Thanks.

My kid fits the profile of a DMV high achiever. MCPS magnet, perfect academic stats, national level ECs, research, internships, NMS etc etc, He got into not one but 4 t20 schools for his competitive STEM major, like many of his peers. He decided to go to instate flagship at considerable merit, educational opportunity, research, internship, job opportunity, proximity to home, opportunity to maintain to his existing network of high achievers and opportunity to add to that from many brilliant and diverse students from DMV, nationally and internationally that he will find in UMD.

OP, in other words, my kid chose a university that he was going to be happy in. He had the stats and we had the money. We as parents wanted to pursue prestige also but my gen z kid had his own criteria and turned down couple of higher ranked colleges in favor of UMD. He was not shocked and awed by the rankings.

Anonymous wrote:I'll start by saying I have lots of anxiety/depression in general, so that's playing into this feeling, but DC is at a top 50-60ish public university where she got merit. Based on what she's told us so far, she absolutely loves it there, so nothing that I'm writing has anything to do with what she has told us! I'm very happy that she's happy, but also feel depressed that I limited her options based on our financial threshold. We were always up-front with our daughter about costs, so she's not mad with us. My child had the stats for Top 15-45ish schools and applied to several, but those that accepted her offered little to no merit or offered merit but just turned out to be schools that weren't a "fit" for her (i.e., too large, too rural, wrong major, etc.) and so she rejected their offers. There were other schools that I think she likely would have gotten accepted to and perhaps preferred, but they were not known to offer merit (and we had spoken to advisors and looked at common stat data), so we didn't bother with them. We are also not first-gen, under-rep minorities, or have any hooks.

I'm basically having all these thoughts about if we should have been willing to spend $70-$80k/year, which we could have done by taking out loans and/or liquidating more assets (from a small inheritance) that we would never rebuild b/c we're not high earners. Instead, we're paying $40K/year, which will allow her to graduate without any debt and may actually leave some money for potential grad school down the road. We also have another child and want to make sure that that child has the same college opportunities. I'm struggling with the fact that my child is attending what may very well have been the best fit for her (she came from a pressure-cooker school and struggled with anxiety, so maybe being a big fish in a small pond is a good thing), but is not the highest ranked school (for whatever the rankings are worth) that she could have attended. Maybe some of that is my own ego in the way and reading all these DCUM posters driven to the top school for their child at any expense.

Any thoughts on how I can just let this go and be happy that my kid is happy? Thanks.

Anonymous wrote:I'll start by saying I have lots of anxiety/depression in general, so that's playing into this feeling, but DC is at a top 50-60ish public university where she got merit. Based on what she's told us so far, she absolutely loves it there, so nothing that I'm writing has anything to do with what she has told us! I'm very happy that she's happy, but also feel depressed that I limited her options based on our financial threshold. We were always up-front with our daughter about costs, so she's not mad with us. My child had the stats for Top 15-45ish schools and applied to several, but those that accepted her offered little to no merit or offered merit but just turned out to be schools that weren't a "fit" for her (i.e., too large, too rural, wrong major, etc.) and so she rejected their offers. There were other schools that I think she likely would have gotten accepted to and perhaps preferred, but they were not known to offer merit (and we had spoken to advisors and looked at common stat data), so we didn't bother with them. We are also not first-gen, under-rep minorities, or have any hooks.

I'm basically having all these thoughts about if we should have been willing to spend $70-$80k/year, which we could have done by taking out loans and/or liquidating more assets (from a small inheritance) that we would never rebuild b/c we're not high earners. Instead, we're paying $40K/year, which will allow her to graduate without any debt and may actually leave some money for potential grad school down the road. We also have another child and want to make sure that that child has the same college opportunities. I'm struggling with the fact that my child is attending what may very well have been the best fit for her (she came from a pressure-cooker school and struggled with anxiety, so maybe being a big fish in a small pond is a good thing), but is not the highest ranked school (for whatever the rankings are worth) that she could have attended. Maybe some of that is my own ego in the way and reading all these DCUM posters driven to the top school for their child at any expense.

Any thoughts on how I can just let this go and be happy that my kid is happy? Thanks.

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Anonymous wrote:Many parents on this website are also very confused about the purpose of education.

many parents on this site don't have family money, came from nothing, and see education as one of the only ways to get out poverty.

If you don't need to see education that way, then you are privileged. Lucky you.

Anonymous wrote:Op - your dd is happy and you can afford the school. That is worth so much. You can’t look back. You have no idea if she would have gotten into those other schools you now think would have been a better fit. But they would not have been a better fit bc they would have jeopardized your family’s financial security and what you can do for your younger dc. You have a win! Take it!