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(swipe) long post alert: Well hello again. This will be a short,one week, reunion (Instagram real serious about not letting you deactivate again right away) it’s been awhile And I wanted to check in. I’m not even sure where to start but here it goes... I’m healing and thriving. Truly. There are some things I will share and some things I won’t (awww sh*t somebody learned to value her privacy ?) I’m currently getting my Masters at Johns Hopkins. I’m learning my way through a brand new career and I intend to be phenomenal at it (speak it into existence). The babies are incredible little humans... big, smart and constant pep talkers (got it from their momma). I have zero regrets from walking away from media-but I do miss a lot of you. I’m so grateful for those who I’ve run into, who have reached out etc. Thank you! When I lost my child, I lost so much and it seemed so hopeless. Perspective, per usual, is everything. That loss changed me. I went from being so angry at the Universe to where I am now... in awe and grateful. They say that when we interact with people, when we sleep with people etc. we take parts of them-whether you want to or not, it happens. The exchange of energy is real. So, of course, when you carry a child, even a child that doesn’t survive, you take and keep parts of them. My baby dying saved my life. I have never been grounded. I’ve never not been anxious. I’ve never been able to observe without absorbing. I can now. He did that for me. I know it. I feel him everyday. The sadness and anger subsided and when I pray now, I thank God, the Universe and my child. I’m sending you love and light. You can overcome anything. I’ll disappear in a week again but I love you. I just love myself more and so should you ! Until next time-Danielle