. I think we just need to keep living our life and enjoy each other. I'm so tired of all the disappointment!!
Anonymous wrote:Okay, Sue here. Thank you for your kind thoughts.
So I have some news. And I'm a little bit embarrassed by this -- I am DEFINITELY a cautionary tale for POAS too early. In my defense, I had some significant spotting, and thought my period had started, which is how my last round of IVF ended. I tested Tuesday morning and it was negative. Then I tested again Wednesday and it was still negative. But the spotting stopped and I definitely didn't have my period.
I thought for sure when I posted here that it was negative, but I went in for the official test yesterday, Thursday. The RE's office called in the afternoon and said they'd had some calibration problems with their testing equipment, and that they were uncertain about my beta number (75). I had to go back in this morning for a second test, and they had me do a HPT at home last night. I took a wondfro and my husband brought home a FRER from CVS. Both were positive.
I'll know more this afternoon once they have updated results. It might be chemical, but even if it is, that's as far as I've gotten in two years of this! Never once had a positive test, ever. Not even a squinter until now.
Holy roller coaster ride this week!

Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:Kay here- sue- I find that I need some time and distance to gain some perspective. Maybe take some time to recover and heal and then make a decision? You are in my thoughts.
Kat- how did the egg retrieval go? How are you feeling? Fingers crossed for you!
As for me, they transferred to embryos yesterday. I'm having a bit of back pain and I don't know what it's from. I'm trying to stay hydrated.[/quote
Did you have a 3 or 5 day transfer?
Kat- how did it go with ER?
ER went great! Anesthesia was nowhere near what I had feared. 24 retrieved. We are doing a freeze all cycle.
Anonymous wrote:Kay here- sue- I find that I need some time and distance to gain some perspective. Maybe take some time to recover and heal and then make a decision? You are in my thoughts.
Kat- how did the egg retrieval go? How are you feeling? Fingers crossed for you!
As for me, they transferred to embryos yesterday. I'm having a bit of back pain and I don't know what it's from. I'm trying to stay hydrated.[/quote
Did you have a 3 or 5 day transfer?
Kat- how did it go with ER?
Anonymous wrote:Sue, I'm sorry, I must have been typing as you were posting.
I'm sorry to hear you got bad news. Having gone through 2 unsuccessful IUIs and 2 unsuccessful IVFs myself (currently on 3rd) I know how you feel. I too have wonderful insurance which definitely helps. I have low AMH, so last two IVFS I only had 2 make it to day 5 and transfer. After each one, my husband and I have said "no more", but here we are again, hoping for a better outcome. I'm so sorry, but give you self some time before you decide to throw in the towel. -tat