Anonymous wrote:Op here. People guessed it.
I had seen divergent series 2-3 x each.
This guys is 5y younger than me but feels generationally different, seems much younger than me. “Oh there’s an dweeby actor.” Whatever. Theo James and even Jai Courtney steal the show.
Have seen fault in our stars before. Watched it again recently. Again, before, I was thinking “cute.” Whatever. Cute movie. That’s it.
Then I watched WSS, only because I’m watching a ton of musicals lately. A lot of people dislike Tony. Umm, I thought he was awesome. I really take an appreciation for each actor in that movie. Bernardo is also hot. I love love love musical guys, great singing voice is a huge thing for me.
So, stupidly I start googling. I’m aware of the predatory actions from 10 years ago. I was thinking it would be my lifeline out of the crush. I think it’s creepy. I also think he aged out of those mistakes. It’s not like he can publicly apologize without legal ramifications. I think it was the height of his fame and the access was overwhelming. At his age of 20, I can forgive.
Anyway, there’s so much other content to pull me in. Old social, photos, Tokyo Vice, Baby Driver. He’s not a nerd. He’s talented, sexy and interesting, gorgeous. Maybe too awesome. His parents really gave him everything, he got blessed by genes, and continual riches.
I think I’ve chilled out, knowing he lives in an insanely elite world. But, cannot get over that someone that hot exists and was just lurking in my mind as the dweeb from Divergent.
Yah, it was me! I think I'll go solve wordle and connections and shovel snow now.