thespiritreader wrote:
Anonymous wrote:
Anonymous wrote:Hi Spirit Reader,
My mom and grandma rejected me....didn’t attend my wedding, never met my kids. My grandma recently passed. Did she really want nothing to do with me all these years? Or was my mom making it impossible for her to communicate? Did she get my letters and packages and did they make her happy at all? Did she think my children were precious, did she look at the pictures of them? Why didn’t she ever answer me?
Does my mom really hate me? Does she think about me and wonder how I am?
Thank you, truly, for anything you can tell me.
-S
Hi Spirit Reader, I know so many need you now, I just wondered if you see anything for me, primarily around my Grandmother. I thought maybe my mom was keeping her from being able to communicate with me and that after grandma passed maybe I’d get some sign from her, but I see and feel nothing and it’s been months.
Thank you for reposting.
There certainly is some heavy energy around all of this.
You are very close to refuge, but at the moment, unable to really feel or receive it.
You must remember that separation and exile (which is what I see) is an opportunity to accept your current reality, center yourself, and find strength. It is from a place of quiet that you can assess what is truly important.
You are at a crossroads, and there is an opportunity here for you to find your spiritual strength. These opportunities do not come lightly. Yours has come in a very significant impossible not to feel way. But it is here that you will find renewed courage, change for the better, peace of mind and evolution of spirit.
These are great gifts, though the pain is so great right now and I understand it does not feel very gift like. But this is how deep healing goes. So much as there is pain, there is the same space and capacity for love and light.
A precious misfortune that has essentially cut you wide open but exposed the very depths of your feeling alone and afraid for you to heal.
Dear one they are victims of their own pasts, their own programming and unable to see. They are trapped and unable to consciously understand or know love. Instantly at passing your grandmother would remember sweet one so do not fret for she is freed now. Your grandmother is sending you blessings but you will be unable to feel them until you have felt through the pain. The lifetime of pain caused by their inabilities and their behavior. It has hurt so much and now it is time to find your youngest self, to heal and love and cuddle her, to sing her lullabies and tell her she is beautiful and amazing just exactly as she is. Love her, be with the pain she has felt and watch your life transform. Imagine anything she would like to do and hold her hand and cradle her. She is so very, very worthy. Talk to her, whisper into her ear how special she is.
The blessing your grandma is strengthening and sending you now is the push you are feeling, the need to heal. The opening of your heart state. Sweetheart you could have carried on in that old way, in great suffering of self and hate and pain. But you will not, you are here to heal this and in time you will find so much space and freedom, your heart will sing and your spirit will soar. You are beautiful.
With much love and courage to you, xo
- the spirit reader