Gross

I had a sexual affair with my AP when she was nine months pregnant with her husbands' baby.

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Anonymous wrote:I honestly think about suicide all the time as of late, but can't do it because my kids would be devastated.

You're not alone. Male or female?

And I completely understand

Me too

I agree with what you say about men and lack of support but if you are a woman, you can feel similar. I don't have anyone I could confide in and wake up every morning wishing I hadn't made it through the night.

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Anonymous wrote:I'm miserable. Everyone thinks I am happy. I have someone who loves me, and treats me well. I have great friends. An acquaintance committed suicide a little while ago. I kept thinking how lucky they were. I'm not suicidal. I'm just tired.

Please get help. A good friend's husband died by suicide almost a year ago. We were all SHOCKED. Seemed like the nicest, happiest guy. Left behind two young kids and a devastated wife who will always wonder how she could have helped prevent this. And all of his friends are feeling terrible too because we all thought he was "happy".

It's problematic among men, they account for a overwhelming majority of suicides, over 75%. There's nothing out there to help them. Men are told by society they aren't supposed to talk about their feelings and studies show women are turned off by vulnerable men. There's no place to go for many of them, they live in silent anguish while the rest of the world looks the other way. I know, Inwas one of them, and finding help is hard. My wife continually denied my feelings and was distant and bitter. Rarely was I asked how Inwas doing or if Inwas even ok.

In any case, it's no surprise about your friend. When I attempted to end my life my family was shocked.

It makes me sad to see all the people here who want to end their lives and I say that as someone who was contemplating doing that a week ago. I wish I could fix it for all of us.

It makes me sad to see all the people here who want to end their lives and I say that as someone who was contemplating it not that a week ago. I wish I could fix it for all of us.

Anonymous wrote:I also pretend to be happy but am in a very dark place. I feel worthless.

You are not worthless. One thing that might help: every day write down something of value you have done, and something you are thankful for.

Anonymous wrote:I also pretend to be happy but am in a very dark place. I feel worthless.

This is me most of the time, except I don't pretend anymore.

I also pretend to be happy but am in a very dark place. I feel worthless.

Anonymous wrote:I'm miserable. Everyone thinks I am happy. I have someone who loves me, and treats me well. I have great friends. An acquaintance committed suicide a little while ago. I kept thinking how lucky they were. I'm not suicidal. I'm just tired.

Please get help. A good friend's husband died by suicide almost a year ago. We were all SHOCKED. Seemed like the nicest, happiest guy. Left behind two young kids and a devastated wife who will always wonder how she could have helped prevent this. And all of his friends are feeling terrible too because we all thought he was "happy".

Anonymous wrote:My DH and DS are away on a travel sports thing. I took some certain pictures for my AP - and then saw pictures of DH and DS show up on my phone ... now worried that my pictures appeared on their phone. ICloud is the worst invention ever.

If you send them to my phone, I can block them from your DH and DS

Anonymous wrote:My DH and DS are away on a travel sports thing. I took some certain pictures for my AP - and then saw pictures of DH and DS show up on my phone ... now worried that my pictures appeared on their phone. ICloud is the worst invention ever.

I did see it. Deal with it when I get home

Anonymous wrote:I honestly think about suicide all the time as of late, but can't do it because my kids would be devastated.

You're not alone. Male or female?

And I completely understand

Anonymous wrote:My DH and DS are away on a travel sports thing. I took some certain pictures for my AP - and then saw pictures of DH and DS show up on my phone ... now worried that my pictures appeared on their phone. ICloud is the worst invention ever.

Hahahaha...the days of cucking your husband are over...

And you're a whore