OP, I have read this entire thread from the very beginning an appreciate you letting us go on this journey with you! This has consumed my life for far to long and I think I am going to go through some withdrawls, but you have officially given my best friend and I a coined phrase that we will be using when we are 90 an in our rockers! You are sort of famous in my eyes. I do hope you find clousure and meet a wonderful man in the future. Please come back and keep us updated in the future