Anonymous wrote:
Anonymous wrote:Here are today's Bloomberg numbers: 131 million doses have been administered around the world, with 42 million of those being in the United States at a rate of 1.46 million doses a day!
I had been doing really well through the whole quarantine. Like everyone I was a little shocked at the beginning from going to school/work to nothing but got into a good grove. I picked up more classes and dove into some new and old hobbies. I was going to therapy and exercise regularly. Since the beginning of the pandemic I have been very careful, not meeting up with friends or going to public places if it’s not necessary. I live with my parents who while not old are at risk. I also have to respect there wishes and not go galavanting across the country side but I’ve only seen them other then people through zoom for almost a year. Everything seemed good but early last week I was having a hard time sleeping and then my eye started to twitch and I had bouts of loneliness. It hit me all at once tonight, I don’t have friend and I truly am a lonely person. It hurts because coming into 2020 I was trying to reach outside my comfort zone, meet new people, try to make friend and even starting to date again. While I’m home with our parents my brother is the kind of person who’s live his life without a care. It seems like life has no consequences for him. He’s started dating a new girl and they are planning all these trips together. They always seem to be at a new restaurant or the beach or with other people. He’s seeing all his friends. He quit his job cause he didn’t like it and immediately found another. Right now he’s spending the weekend and part of week skiing with friends while I’m stuck watching his dog. I just don’t know. I feel lost and frustrated and lonely.