You have about 6 major life decisions coming up in the next decade. Left to your own judgement and heart, you will be wrong every time.
You need to watch this episode of Seinfeld - "The Opposite"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKUvKE3bQlY
George : Why did it all turn out like this for me? I had so much promise. I was personable, I was bright. Oh, maybe not academically speaking, but ... I was perceptive. I always know when someone's uncomfortable at a party. It became very clear to me sitting out there today, that every decision I've ever made, in my entire life, has been wrong. My life is the opposite of everything I want it to be. Every instinct I have, in every of life, be it something to wear, something to eat ... It's all been wrong.