"OP - you are here for a reason even if you don't understand what that reason is right now. Please reach out for help.

Sending loving, healing light your way."


++ Please GET HELP OP and don't cause harm to yourself

please get help. You are very depressed. Who the hell cares what they think. You are not here to make anyone else happy. It is not up to anyone to make another happy. Put yourself first and get help. You deserve a life that was given to you, in a year this will not matter. Go to a doctor and tell them what you put on DC Mom's. They will help you. I am so sorry you are feeling this way. Sounds like you may not have had a great childhood. We all have a cross to bear. Move on but with help. Good luck to you! and prayers!