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Anonymous wrote:I basically have what you want, OP, though my DH is not a particularly high earner. My PT job has very high hourly pay though, so that balances it out a bit. We are pretty happy.

I’d still describe our marriage as egalitarian. We don’t split things 50/50 but we both do everything: childcare, cleaning, earn money. I do more of the long term planning (ok, basically all) and that’s the one part where I feel like my DH is a bit if a shirker. A lot of men seem to hate and/or are bad at that too. Stuff like finding a pediatric dentist, looking into summer camps for next year, figuring out vacation and family visit schedules, etc.

But that’s a major reason I prefer our current set up to one where we both work FT. I’d be doing that planning and household management piece no matter what. I’ve tried delegating at least part of it to DH and it causes strife. He resents it because he feels like he’ll fail and then I’ll be mad. It is absolutely a bit of learned helplessness. So I decided early on after we had kids that if I was going to be the family executive, I needed more bandwidth for it. It was really hard to do it with a full time job, especially with really little kids.

We deal with this in our house by having planning count as a contribution. The one who does the planning and managing does not have to do as much of the execution. Problem solved.

Sort of. Planning and execution don't always balance, and they don't always work with people's work schedules. Sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't. I have found it's very hard to be the planner while having a demanding full time job. I also didn't love my job and wanted more time with my kids, so going PT so that I could focus more on planning and my kids was a no brainer for me. My DH does a lot of the execution, yes. But the whole arrangement only works because I don't work full time. There isn't enough execution for him to do to make up for the planning piece, especially because of course there is some stuff I'm going to execute because I actually want to and because that's often the part that involves interacting directly with your kids and, as I mentioned, I want more of that, not less. We also often do the execution piece together and that's part of our teamwork -- cooking together, taking the kids to activities together, etc. It's about enjoyment and being a family, not just division of labor.

The division of labor piece has to involve a critical look at the paid labor. I know not everyone can afford for one parent to be PT and I feel very lucky in that respect. But I totally get where OP is coming from because the whole "we split everything 50/50 and both work FT" thing is really not a very sustainable option. IME it leads to a lot of women doing a ton of invisible "mental load" tasks but never really getting credit for them, and struggling at work because they are so overloaded with management of their home and kids, while their DH thinks he's doing 50% because he's doing 50% or more of the execution. It just doesn't balance.

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Anonymous wrote:We split childcare, cooking, cleaning. Everything is always chaos. Who has time to work full time plus communicate constantly about every little detail of home management in order to keep things running remotely smoothly? Power struggles about how to do every little thing since there are two people who have to have ultimate responsibility for the outcome. We are bad at this!! Maybe other people can do it better.

To me the ideal arrangement would be that my husband was out of the house more, earning more money, and I had a part time job and had more time with kids and home management. Why do women complain about that arraignment? I really don't get it. I actually hate having other people (DH, nanny) in my kitchen, doing a half-ass job. My poor kids have part time with me, nanny, and daddy, but no one person who really gets to spend extended, quality time, learning about their needs and being there for them. I hate this.

My wife has what you want in my marriage - I am out of the house and earn a lot of money. And my wife is now miserable because she feels at age 46 she never had a real career and is resentful of me for having mine.

Not saying that you would feel the same, just answering your question.

I wonder if your wife feels the way she feels because she is inherently dissatisfied or more because the cultural tides have turned more aggressively, and she craves the status that being the wife of a successful husband used to confer but now does not.

I became a SAHM in 2012. Being the wife of a successful person didn’t confer status then and it doesn’t now. I think that the cultural tide is swinging to “all labor is a valuable contribution.”

There was a point, relatively recently, that it did confer status. Look up the NYTimes article "The opt out revolution" by Lisa Belkin which summarized the deal. For a successful professional woman, to drop everything and envelope herself in domestic bliss demonstrated to the world that her husband is doing really, really well.

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Anonymous wrote:I basically have what you want, OP, though my DH is not a particularly high earner. My PT job has very high hourly pay though, so that balances it out a bit. We are pretty happy.

I’d still describe our marriage as egalitarian. We don’t split things 50/50 but we both do everything: childcare, cleaning, earn money. I do more of the long term planning (ok, basically all) and that’s the one part where I feel like my DH is a bit if a shirker. A lot of men seem to hate and/or are bad at that too. Stuff like finding a pediatric dentist, looking into summer camps for next year, figuring out vacation and family visit schedules, etc.

But that’s a major reason I prefer our current set up to one where we both work FT. I’d be doing that planning and household management piece no matter what. I’ve tried delegating at least part of it to DH and it causes strife. He resents it because he feels like he’ll fail and then I’ll be mad. It is absolutely a bit of learned helplessness. So I decided early on after we had kids that if I was going to be the family executive, I needed more bandwidth for it. It was really hard to do it with a full time job, especially with really little kids.

We deal with this in our house by having planning count as a contribution. The one who does the planning and managing does not have to do as much of the execution. Problem solved.

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Anonymous wrote:We split childcare, cooking, cleaning. Everything is always chaos. Who has time to work full time plus communicate constantly about every little detail of home management in order to keep things running remotely smoothly? Power struggles about how to do every little thing since there are two people who have to have ultimate responsibility for the outcome. We are bad at this!! Maybe other people can do it better.

To me the ideal arrangement would be that my husband was out of the house more, earning more money, and I had a part time job and had more time with kids and home management. Why do women complain about that arraignment? I really don't get it. I actually hate having other people (DH, nanny) in my kitchen, doing a half-ass job. My poor kids have part time with me, nanny, and daddy, but no one person who really gets to spend extended, quality time, learning about their needs and being there for them. I hate this.

If your H is doing a half-ass job, it’s not really egalitarian. If he stepped it up you wouldn’t feel so stressed.

Well, I am not sure that is the issue. I suspect is is more that when no one is entirely sure what their responsibility is vs someone else’s, then things go to shit. “Tragedy of the commons”

This could in theory be addressed with better communication, but when both people are super busy with work responsibilities it is challenging to do that. This is my experience anyway.

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Anonymous wrote:We split childcare, cooking, cleaning. Everything is always chaos. Who has time to work full time plus communicate constantly about every little detail of home management in order to keep things running remotely smoothly? Power struggles about how to do every little thing since there are two people who have to have ultimate responsibility for the outcome. We are bad at this!! Maybe other people can do it better.

To me the ideal arrangement would be that my husband was out of the house more, earning more money, and I had a part time job and had more time with kids and home management. Why do women complain about that arraignment? I really don't get it. I actually hate having other people (DH, nanny) in my kitchen, doing a half-ass job. My poor kids have part time with me, nanny, and daddy, but no one person who really gets to spend extended, quality time, learning about their needs and being there for them. I hate this.

My wife has what you want in my marriage - I am out of the house and earn a lot of money. And my wife is now miserable because she feels at age 46 she never had a real career and is resentful of me for having mine.

Not saying that you would feel the same, just answering your question.

This. I’ve seen this over and over and over.

You have to be honest with yourself about what you want out of life and many people are so swept up in the daily grind of what society expects that they don’t know. Then in your 40s, the reality of not having a career hits and major resentment develops. That’s the kind of bitterness you cannot let go of easily because your kids are older, everyone is moving on, and you’ve sacrificed your self and your passions for a transient project of, what, 10-12 years?

If your dream is to be a mother and homemaker and you are realistic about what that means, day to day and in the big picture, fine. If you have any aspirations for self realization then please pursue those and do not subject your family to this level of resentment. The grass is always greener. FWIW I have the kind of partnership you describe and I feel lucky. I know that I want a career, another world to explore and a channel for my passions — challenges and opportunities to grow outside of the claustrophobic world of chores that never get done and little ones who need you constantly. There is definitely a price to pay for this, namely juggling in the early years, but for me it was a bargain compared to feeling trapped, resentful, and unfulfilled for the rest of my life.

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Anonymous wrote:We split childcare, cooking, cleaning. Everything is always chaos. Who has time to work full time plus communicate constantly about every little detail of home management in order to keep things running remotely smoothly? Power struggles about how to do every little thing since there are two people who have to have ultimate responsibility for the outcome. We are bad at this!! Maybe other people can do it better.

To me the ideal arrangement would be that my husband was out of the house more, earning more money, and I had a part time job and had more time with kids and home management. Why do women complain about that arraignment? I really don't get it. I actually hate having other people (DH, nanny) in my kitchen, doing a half-ass job. My poor kids have part time with me, nanny, and daddy, but no one person who really gets to spend extended, quality time, learning about their needs and being there for them. I hate this.

My wife has what you want in my marriage - I am out of the house and earn a lot of money. And my wife is now miserable because she feels at age 46 she never had a real career and is resentful of me for having mine.

Not saying that you would feel the same, just answering your question.

I wonder if your wife feels the way she feels because she is inherently dissatisfied or more because the cultural tides have turned more aggressively, and she craves the status that being the wife of a successful husband used to confer but now does not.

I became a SAHM in 2012. Being the wife of a successful person didn’t confer status then and it doesn’t now. I think that the cultural tide is swinging to “all labor is a valuable contribution.”

2012 is less than 10 years ago. That is not the period I am referring to when I say “used to”

The wife in question is 46!!! Even if she became a SAHM 20 years ago, the point remains the same.

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Anonymous wrote:OP your problem isn’t egalitarianism. It’s that you’re bad at communicating and delegating.

This. We have an equal marriage and it works. We make about the same $ and have split most of the chores along strengths and preferences. I cook since i do it better and faster. Dh cleans up when i cook and he does all the laundry. Groceries are split but a common list. Yard stuff is split based on specific jobs, i like to garden so order plants and plant and he does clean up and lawn. We split bedtimes for the kids and spend time with them together and 1-1. DH does most of the after school activities for oldest from research and sign up to taking her. And i do dr appts since my workday is more flexible. We talk a lot about plans and schedules but once someone owns a task they own it and the other one butts out.

I doubt that it's that. Men half ass things or just don't do them. Her husband is a grown man. She's shouldn't have to nag him each week to do housework.

Way to invent facts to fit your narrative!

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Anonymous wrote:We split childcare, cooking, cleaning. Everything is always chaos. Who has time to work full time plus communicate constantly about every little detail of home management in order to keep things running remotely smoothly? Power struggles about how to do every little thing since there are two people who have to have ultimate responsibility for the outcome. We are bad at this!! Maybe other people can do it better.

To me the ideal arrangement would be that my husband was out of the house more, earning more money, and I had a part time job and had more time with kids and home management. Why do women complain about that arraignment? I really don't get it. I actually hate having other people (DH, nanny) in my kitchen, doing a half-ass job. My poor kids have part time with me, nanny, and daddy, but no one person who really gets to spend extended, quality time, learning about their needs and being there for them. I hate this.

If your H is doing a half-ass job, it’s not really egalitarian. If he stepped it up you wouldn’t feel so stressed.

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Anonymous wrote:OP your problem isn’t egalitarianism. It’s that you’re bad at communicating and delegating.

This. We have an equal marriage and it works. We make about the same $ and have split most of the chores along strengths and preferences. I cook since i do it better and faster. Dh cleans up when i cook and he does all the laundry. Groceries are split but a common list. Yard stuff is split based on specific jobs, i like to garden so order plants and plant and he does clean up and lawn. We split bedtimes for the kids and spend time with them together and 1-1. DH does most of the after school activities for oldest from research and sign up to taking her. And i do dr appts since my workday is more flexible. We talk a lot about plans and schedules but once someone owns a task they own it and the other one butts out.

I doubt that it's that. Men half ass things or just don't do them. Her husband is a grown man. She's shouldn't have to nag him each week to do housework.

Anonymous wrote:I basically have what you want, OP, though my DH is not a particularly high earner. My PT job has very high hourly pay though, so that balances it out a bit. We are pretty happy.

I’d still describe our marriage as egalitarian. We don’t split things 50/50 but we both do everything: childcare, cleaning, earn money. I do more of the long term planning (ok, basically all) and that’s the one part where I feel like my DH is a bit if a shirker. A lot of men seem to hate and/or are bad at that too. Stuff like finding a pediatric dentist, looking into summer camps for next year, figuring out vacation and family visit schedules, etc.

But that’s a major reason I prefer our current set up to one where we both work FT. I’d be doing that planning and household management piece no matter what. I’ve tried delegating at least part of it to DH and it causes strife. He resents it because he feels like he’ll fail and then I’ll be mad. It is absolutely a bit of learned helplessness. So I decided early on after we had kids that if I was going to be the family executive, I needed more bandwidth for it. It was really hard to do it with a full time job, especially with really little kids.

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Anonymous wrote:We split childcare, cooking, cleaning. Everything is always chaos. Who has time to work full time plus communicate constantly about every little detail of home management in order to keep things running remotely smoothly? Power struggles about how to do every little thing since there are two people who have to have ultimate responsibility for the outcome. We are bad at this!! Maybe other people can do it better.

To me the ideal arrangement would be that my husband was out of the house more, earning more money, and I had a part time job and had more time with kids and home management. Why do women complain about that arraignment? I really don't get it. I actually hate having other people (DH, nanny) in my kitchen, doing a half-ass job. My poor kids have part time with me, nanny, and daddy, but no one person who really gets to spend extended, quality time, learning about their needs and being there for them. I hate this.

My wife has what you want in my marriage - I am out of the house and earn a lot of money. And my wife is now miserable because she feels at age 46 she never had a real career and is resentful of me for having mine.

Not saying that you would feel the same, just answering your question.

I wonder if your wife feels the way she feels because she is inherently dissatisfied or more because the cultural tides have turned more aggressively, and she craves the status that being the wife of a successful husband used to confer but now does not.

I became a SAHM in 2012. Being the wife of a successful person didn’t confer status then and it doesn’t now. I think that the cultural tide is swinging to “all labor is a valuable contribution.”

2012 is less than 10 years ago. That is not the period I am referring to when I say “used to”