Anonymous wrote:Hello! Will the following posters please check in:

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If I do not hear from you in the next 24-48 hours I will be moving on to other posters. If you check in after that time, you will have to wait until I finish the next round.

I’m Page 8 18:43. Is still love a reading, thank you so much!

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Anonymous wrote:Hi OP! I was wondering what you see for me (energetically) in terms of getting an MBA? I was hoping to go back to school in 3 years. Thank you!

You were actually next up on the list!

So I heard the word “Difficult”. I don’t necessarily think the whole thing will be a difficult process, but the beginning stages of it may be. When I try to imagine you studying, I come up against a wall, which is my signifier for a blockage. There is a sense that you may have to make bigger than expected adjustments to your day to day life and that you may find yourself questioning if you made the right decision. You can definitely get around the blockages, but the path around them is an unexpected path that could put you on a different course. You are meant to go further in your education, but it could end up being something totally different. The deciding factor will be where you true passions are. I am not picking up a strong direction either way, but it is still quite far in the future and I read the current energy.

The place you are currently in energetically will be different 3 years from now. I feel you have had to work hard for everything that you have and you may have even tried to do things your own way, but by doing that, it seems it may have brought some imbalances into this part of your life. I sense that you may be wanting to bring that balance back in by furthering your education for a more solid foundation. Whatever it is you choose to do 3 years from now, make sure it is what makes you feel fulfilled.

The card that represents your current energy is The Hierophant, clarified by the King of Cups in reverse. This is showing me a desire to follow the path you are currently on, but with the King of Cups in reverse, it may not be the most fulfilling path that you could be taking. If your MBA is something you are passionate about, this could be saying the way you want to use it is not as fulfilling as it could be.

The card that represents the energy of the MBA is the 2 of Cups, clarified but the Empress in reverse. It does feel like the MBA will help to balance out what you didn’t in the past, but again, it feels like doing this could be taking you down a path that is not as satisfying. It feels more like you doing “the right thing”, than the thing that you really drawn towards. It’s the mind over heart choice. Now, I don’t see anything that says it’s the wrong choice, rather, it seems like it may not be the strongest choice in terms of fulfillment emotionally.

The card that represents what you need to work on is The Devil and the Ace of Swords in reverse. I am seeing that it could be a good idea to play with other options in your head. Allow yourself to mentally follow other paths and see how they would feel. The Ace in reverse makes me believe that you are not allowing for other ideas to come into play and the Devil is asking you to do so. The beauty of mentally exploring these ideas is that you do not have to commit, but they can help you figure out if all that time, energy, and money is being put into the right place.

The card that represents what you need to know is Judgement clarified by the 2 of Coins. I feel that if you do take those mental journeys down other paths, you will find yourself having awakened to the path that you will feel confident walking down. It will be the path that balances your emotional needs as well as your financial needs. It’s the one that will help you to create the life that you desire for yourself for years to come.

I am not sure how this will resonate as I am reading for the future, but I hope it was at least a little bit helpful. Please let me know if you need any clarification and I will do my best to provide it.

Thank you for your insights! I think you were correct about imbalances in my life being caused by doing things my way and wanting to fix that by continuing my education. I could also see going back to school requiring more adjustments to my daily life than anticipated. I'll heed your advice about considering a variety of paths before making a decision. Thanks again!

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May I have a reading as well? 8

My request was on page 7. May I still have a reading?

It should have been done already. Which poster are you?

Page 7, 23:01

I apologize. I don't know how I missed this. Do you have a specific question in mind? As soon as you get back to me I will bump you to the front as this was my fault.

It's okay. I have a few questions, but I think that they can all be summed up as will I ever have any part of the life that I had imagined for myself or am I destined to stay on the current path...which isn't necessarily bad, just not what I wanted.

Hello! I have an image of you sitting down, and every time that you try to get up, you are pushed back down. I am sensing that there may be an external force that is causing you to be on the path that you are currently on. You are trying to grab hold of what you want, but it is just beyond your grasp. I hear “Stand your ground”. Continue to try and gain hold of the life that you have envisioned for yourself. I am of the belief that the life you imagined is indeed the life for you, but I feel like you are listening to others (or possibly your logical mind) tell you that it is not. You need to believe in yourself more and know that the strength to achieve your dreams is possible. It could be a long path to there, but sometimes the journey is the best part.

That said, I think being on your current path is part of the journey. It should be seen as a time to lay the groundwork for what you truly desire as well as make the decisions and start planning on how to achieve those goals. Allow yourself to rest and be good to yourself too. When the time is right to make a move, you will know. While it is important to want something, to actually get what we want require far more legwork than just wishing.

The card that I pulled that represents your current energy is the 3 of Wands in reverse, clarified by the Queen of Wands in reverse. While your current path is part of the journey, these cards are telling me that it may be making it difficult for you to see beyond it and it’s squelching any motivation you may have to plan a different future for yourself. You need to take back your energy and dedicate at least a few minutes a day to outlining what you want and what it would take to get you there.

The card that represents your life imagined is the Ace of Cups, clarified by the 10 of Pentacles. I mean, this screams happiness and fulfillment. The fact that it was an Ace that came out says to me this life is definitely still possible and can eventually provide a solid, prosperous, foundation for you. As said before, it will require work and belief in yourself to get there though.

The card that represents your current life is the King of Swords in reverse, clarified by the 6 of Cups in reverse. I feel like negative aspects of your past are causing you to be stuck in the mindset that you are currently in. I feel like you did have complete clarity for what you wanted, but it became muddled and confused when other people started giving you their opinions. Or at the very least, you allowed things you heard others say to change your course.

The cards that represent what is possible without a change of course are the Page of Swords in reverse and the Queen of Pentacles in reverse. I feel like the longer you continue on your path, the further you will get from what you want and it will become difficult to allow any new ideas on your future to come in.

The cards that represent the outcome if you do eventually change course (or at least start making a plan of action) are the 9 of Pentacles and the 9 of Pentacles. I use two decks and this card came out twice in the same position! Should you start making plans for change, I think you will start to see the fog lift and more clarity come in. You will feel more grounded and your self esteem and confidence will gain a boost. Sometimes, that is just what we need to give us a shove in the right direction towards our personal happiness. I feel the process of getting to where you want is actually more important than actually achieving the goal. Don’t get me wrong, achieving it is important, but what you gain on that path will be life changing for you.

Thank you so much for this. The part about external forces being the reason for the path that I am on resonated with me. And that force has a name. I would very much like to shake off any influence this person has had over how things have turned out for me and shield myself from future influence.

Will Page 11 Poster numbers 18:33, 22:32, 22:36, and 10:15 please check in?

Anonymous wrote:Hi Op

I can't find my posting but, I am the poster with the brother with stage 4 lung cancer who has cut himself off from the family. Any insight would be greatly appreciated!

Since no one else has responded yet and you were going to be in the next grouping, I will do yours now!

So, I don’t want this to sound harsh, but I am not going to sugar coat it. At this moment in time, in regards to your relationship with your brother, it is not about what you want and it is about learning to hear him and understand him even if you don’t get it. His perception is his perception and how they view the world. Allow him to speak without you speaking in return. With that said, it will be important for you to at the very least clearly communicate with him that you love him and all you want to do is be there for him. Ask him what HE needs and wants. Sometimes, finding closure has to happen within because we can only control ourselves. Your brother is scared and trying to come to terms with everything himself both past and present. I sense he may have unresolved anger and I feel if you can just be there for him, to listen without response and showing compassion, you may make more headway and he will naturally try to then help you. You have to make sure though, that if that doesn’t happen, you need to find a way to gain closure from within. If you do feel the need to try and remember your past, do not rely on him because even though you grew up together, how you dealt with anything that may have happened could be quite different. Instead, seek out a professional who can help you do the inner work you need to uncover what you need and to help you gain closure with anything you feel you need closure on. Don’t put that on your brother right now, he already has so much on his plate.

I definitely sense anxiety within you that you seem to want to drown out. That anxiety could lead to petty quarrels or worry over things that don’t matter because you subconsciously do not want to deal with what does matter. You are keenly aware that you and your family will be forced to start down a new path in the future and you need to have patience at this time. If you do not have a spiritual practice, it may be very beneficial to do some reading in that area.

The card I pulled that represents your current energy is the 2 of Wands clarified by the Knight of Pentacles. I feel like you are stuck. Not that you have given up or are shutting down, but rather you just don’t know where to go or what to do. The energy that generally gives you momentum to do has almost come to a standstill and it’s difficult for you to enjoy much right now. That is totally understandable during a situation like this, but there is something to be said about also trying to keep life somewhat normal so that you have something stable to fall onto when you need it.

The card that represents the energy between you and your brother is the 8 of Cups in reverse clarified by the 6 of Cups in reverse. THere is a lot of emotion here and you are having trouble realizing you are going to have to let go. The negative areas of the past are holding you and your brother back from just letting go and trying to embrace what the situation is at this time. The two of you would benefit from letting all that go and instead move forward and appreciate the time that you do have. So if you try and reach out and he is not responding, just send him a text everyday letting him know you love him and nothing more. Text him about happy memories you have with him or just something you were thinking about. He will read them, even if he doesn’t respond and he will know that you care.

The card that represents the energy of the Past is the Hanged Man in reverse and the 8 of Swords in reverse. This shows there definitely are different perceptions of your shared past and that he may have held on to more than you did. I’m not sensing too much here because it feels somewhat blocked. I feel like you want to gain clarity, but it may be more complex than you realize.

The card that represents how to move forward is the 4 of Wands clarified by the Ace of Swords. Let go and send your brother love. If he wants to see you, spend time together and celebrate your relationship. This will help you to gain clarity of the situation as it is and may help you both move forward more productively.

The card that represents the outcome is Death (signifies rebirth) and the Ace of Cups. I really feel if you can can shift your perspective to being receptive to his needs at this time, you will have a new beginning with him that will be very loving and open. Remember though, you cannot control what he does, but you can control your reaction and responses to it. Just send him love….lots of love. That is what he needs right now.

All that said. It is important to love yourself too and be good to yourself as well. Give yourself a break from thinking about this situation no matter how difficult it may be. You have to allow your mind to rest for true clarity to come in.

I am so sorry you are going through this. I send you lots of love.

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Anonymous wrote:Hello,

May I have a reading as well? 8

My request was on page 7. May I still have a reading?

It should have been done already. Which poster are you?

Page 7, 23:01

I apologize. I don't know how I missed this. Do you have a specific question in mind? As soon as you get back to me I will bump you to the front as this was my fault.

It's okay. I have a few questions, but I think that they can all be summed up as will I ever have any part of the life that I had imagined for myself or am I destined to stay on the current path...which isn't necessarily bad, just not what I wanted.

Hello! I have an image of you sitting down, and every time that you try to get up, you are pushed back down. I am sensing that there may be an external force that is causing you to be on the path that you are currently on. You are trying to grab hold of what you want, but it is just beyond your grasp. I hear “Stand your ground”. Continue to try and gain hold of the life that you have envisioned for yourself. I am of the belief that the life you imagined is indeed the life for you, but I feel like you are listening to others (or possibly your logical mind) tell you that it is not. You need to believe in yourself more and know that the strength to achieve your dreams is possible. It could be a long path to there, but sometimes the journey is the best part.

That said, I think being on your current path is part of the journey. It should be seen as a time to lay the groundwork for what you truly desire as well as make the decisions and start planning on how to achieve those goals. Allow yourself to rest and be good to yourself too. When the time is right to make a move, you will know. While it is important to want something, to actually get what we want require far more legwork than just wishing.

The card that I pulled that represents your current energy is the 3 of Wands in reverse, clarified by the Queen of Wands in reverse. While your current path is part of the journey, these cards are telling me that it may be making it difficult for you to see beyond it and it’s squelching any motivation you may have to plan a different future for yourself. You need to take back your energy and dedicate at least a few minutes a day to outlining what you want and what it would take to get you there.

The card that represents your life imagined is the Ace of Cups, clarified by the 10 of Pentacles. I mean, this screams happiness and fulfillment. The fact that it was an Ace that came out says to me this life is definitely still possible and can eventually provide a solid, prosperous, foundation for you. As said before, it will require work and belief in yourself to get there though.

The card that represents your current life is the King of Swords in reverse, clarified by the 6 of Cups in reverse. I feel like negative aspects of your past are causing you to be stuck in the mindset that you are currently in. I feel like you did have complete clarity for what you wanted, but it became muddled and confused when other people started giving you their opinions. Or at the very least, you allowed things you heard others say to change your course.

The cards that represent what is possible without a change of course are the Page of Swords in reverse and the Queen of Pentacles in reverse. I feel like the longer you continue on your path, the further you will get from what you want and it will become difficult to allow any new ideas on your future to come in.

The cards that represent the outcome if you do eventually change course (or at least start making a plan of action) are the 9 of Pentacles and the 9 of Pentacles. I use two decks and this card came out twice in the same position! Should you start making plans for change, I think you will start to see the fog lift and more clarity come in. You will feel more grounded and your self esteem and confidence will gain a boost. Sometimes, that is just what we need to give us a shove in the right direction towards our personal happiness. I feel the process of getting to where you want is actually more important than actually achieving the goal. Don’t get me wrong, achieving it is important, but what you gain on that path will be life changing for you.

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Anonymous wrote:Hello,

May I have a reading as well? 8

My request was on page 7. May I still have a reading?

DP also on page 7 16:04. Any insights appreciated!

Hey there! I thought I did respond and say that I can’t read for him as you are the one coming for a reading. Is there a way you’d like to rephrase the question so it relates to you or would you like to ask a different question? I apologize, it gets hard to keep track of everything.

I apologize. I must have missed that. This thread is getting long!

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Anonymous wrote:Hello,

May I have a reading as well? 8

My request was on page 7. May I still have a reading?

DP also on page 7 16:04. Any insights appreciated!

Hey there! I thought I did respond and say that I can’t read for him as you are the one coming for a reading. Is there a way you’d like to rephrase the question so it relates to you or would you like to ask a different question? I apologize, it gets hard to keep track of everything.

Hi, I’d love a reading please. I’ve recently had twins and got a promotion when I returned to work, so I’m having a lot of trouble balancing and wonder what path lies ahead for me, thank you!

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Anonymous wrote:Hello,

May I have a reading as well? 8

My request was on page 7. May I still have a reading?

DP also on page 7 16:04. Any insights appreciated!

What will happen to my brother overseas? I’m worried about his future but he has promised he’ll change his ways.

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Anonymous wrote:Hello,

May I have a reading as well? 8

My request was on page 7. May I still have a reading?

It should have been done already. Which poster are you?

Page 7, 23:01

I apologize. I don't know how I missed this. Do you have a specific question in mind? As soon as you get back to me I will bump you to the front as this was my fault.

It's okay. I have a few questions, but I think that they can all be summed up as will I ever have any part of the life that I had imagined for myself or am I destined to stay on the current path...which isn't necessarily bad, just not what I wanted.

Hi. I'd love a reading. I'd like some insight for my children's life.

Anonymous wrote:Hi Op

I can't find my posting but, I am the poster with the brother with stage 4 lung cancer who has cut himself off from the family. Any insight would be greatly appreciated!

I don’t believe that I have gotten there yet. I don’t read for health or the energy of other people. Only in how it relates to you. So would you mind trying to phrase the question in a way that relates more to you?

Anonymous wrote:Wow, OP, you are so generous to offer and your readings are very in depth. I would appreciate a reading — I don’t have a specific area as so many are full of questions for me. Maybe career (should I look for another job?) or relationship (will my marriage ever come alive again?).

Thank you!

Hello! You were actually next in line, so this worked out well.

I’m hearing the word “Overwhelmed”. I am sensing that you feel like you need to figure this all out at once. I believe you may have a tendency to become easily overwhelmed if there is conflict in one area of your life that is not working out as you would like (and this is in regards to anything). I have an image of you slowly putting away boxes, one at a time. This says to me that you need to focus on one thing, work that out, and then progress onto the next. Walk before you run. Do not try and tackle it all at once. When we cannot focus, it is difficult to trust ourselves and we can make decisions that we later regret. you need to pick the biggest box that takes up the most space and put that away first. I feel like everything else will fall into place after that and it will become less overwhelming.

That said, I am being pulled toward you marriage being what you need to focus on first. I feel like you already know the answer to whether or not it will ever come alive again. I feel like your spouse may have been the one to have changed and you are left trying to figure out what happened. You may have been feeling conflicted about this, but I see you starting to change course and working towards finding harmony for yourself. This is part of your journey and it may even lead you to places you may have never imagined…for the better.

The cards that represent your current energy are the King of Swords and the Ace of Wands in reverse. I feel like you are very confident in what you want to do in regards to your marriage and career, but there is a lack of drive to pull the trigger on doing those things. That said, I feel you are more confident about what needs to happen in your marriage more than your career. In order to move forward, you need to allow that internal confidence to manifest externally as well.

The cards that represent your career energy is the Ace of Wands, clarified by the Lovers. This is actually really positive and says to me you may find balance and refuge in your job at the moment. I do feel you will find more clarity in this area once you work on the marriage challenge. Sometimes we redirect our energy because we try to avoid what really needs to happen. I would hold off doing anything with your job, because you may find it to be more satisfying when other areas are more balanced. If after that you are still not satisfied…then work on this area. Remember….one thing at a time.

The card that represents your marriage energy is the 7 of Wands in reverse clarified by the 3 of Swords in reverse. I feel like you are trying to hold onto to something that is no longer working. I am not saying it cannot be repaired, but BOTH parties have to be fully invested in doing the work in order for the cracks to be repaired. If your partner is not interested, or you have tried everything you can (including therapy), it may be time to finally let go. If you have not tried everything and your partner is willing to make a go at it, NOW is the time to do so. The longer you wait, the more difficult it will become.

The card that represents what to work on is the 2 of Cups in reverse and the 8 of Cups in reverse. You need to work on healing yourself and learning to be okay walking away from things that no longer serve you. I’m not saying you need to walk away from your marriage, but you need to learn to be okay should it ever come to that point. I sense you may hold onto things that have run their course because you love deeply and wear your heart on your sleeve. That is a beautiful trait to have and don’t allow this situation to change that. You need people in your life who cherish you because of it.