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Anonymous wrote:As someone with biological children and an adopted child I don’t think people really realize how difficult it is to get an infant who hasn’t been exposed to drugs. It’s basically impossible. I know many adoptive moms (myself even at one time) who keep this VERY private and never talk about their child’s NICU time related to withdrawal and all that. We were very lucky to dodge any special needs but I was willing to take that on as I was already a special needs mom from my bio kids. But I think it’s worth “something” to pay to carry the baby because you KNOW for certain that baby won’t come out and struggle. It’s really heartbreaking to watch infants withdrawal. So ya I think it’s worth 200k.

I disagree that healthy infant adoption is next to impossible. If you are in the healthcare field or work in a hospital, you or coworkers have a direct line to patients, and may learn of a pregnant mom who is considering adoption and can be screened for suitability. If there are no issues, all you have to do is make contact with the mom, draw up a private adoption agreement with your own attorney, and off you go with a newborn. I know a nurse who did this. Met mom just a week prior to delivery, took baby home a few days after birth. Perfectly healthy baby.

Anonymous wrote:I'm happy for a friend that after 7 years of infertility, over 10 rounds of IVF with and without donor eggs and a surrogate they finally have a baby but I'm pretty sure it's amounted to 200K or more for a baby that isn't biologically hers. Would you do the same?

I feel like at somepoint I would pursue adoption because it's essentially the same. (Fwiw I'm currently undergoing IVF and am already hesitant to spend the cost on it.)

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Anonymous wrote:As someone with biological children and an adopted child I don’t think people really realize how difficult it is to get an infant who hasn’t been exposed to drugs. It’s basically impossible. I know many adoptive moms (myself even at one time) who keep this VERY private and never talk about their child’s NICU time related to withdrawal and all that. We were very lucky to dodge any special needs but I was willing to take that on as I was already a special needs mom from my bio kids. But I think it’s worth “something” to pay to carry the baby because you KNOW for certain that baby won’t come out and struggle. It’s really heartbreaking to watch infants withdrawal. So ya I think it’s worth 200k.

I disagree that healthy infant adoption is next to impossible. If you are in the healthcare field or work in a hospital, you or coworkers have a direct line to patients, and may learn of a pregnant mom who is considering adoption and can be screened for suitability. If there are no issues, all you have to do is make contact with the mom, draw up a private adoption agreement with your own attorney, and off you go with a newborn. I know a nurse who did this. Met mom just a week prior to delivery, took baby home a few days after birth. Perfectly healthy baby.

Anonymous wrote:For those who have never experienced infertility, finally having that joy of bringing home a baby is priceless. If they can afford it, it’s worth it. I almost did donor egg for $75K but by some miracle, I got pregnant on my own after 5 years of IVF.

Anonymous wrote:As someone with biological children and an adopted child I don’t think people really realize how difficult it is to get an infant who hasn’t been exposed to drugs. It’s basically impossible. I know many adoptive moms (myself even at one time) who keep this VERY private and never talk about their child’s NICU time related to withdrawal and all that. We were very lucky to dodge any special needs but I was willing to take that on as I was already a special needs mom from my bio kids. But I think it’s worth “something” to pay to carry the baby because you KNOW for certain that baby won’t come out and struggle. It’s really heartbreaking to watch infants withdrawal. So ya I think it’s worth 200k.

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Anonymous wrote:My friend ended up using embryo adoption to have her child. Multiple rounds of IVF plus the eventual embryo adoption & implantation was definitely north of $100k but that little girl is pure sweetness and light and worth every penny and every tear it took to get her here. Biologically she isn't related to either parent and not everyone knows -- so comments like "she has your nose" or "she's going to be an athlete like you" can sting (good reminder to us all to watch our words -- we can no longer assume that having been pregnant with a child means he/she was biologically created by you).

Why do those comments sting? I think they solidify the fact that it doesn't matter that she's not their bio child. She's so much like them that people even think they look like you.

Anonymous wrote:I'm happy for a friend that after 7 years of infertility, over 10 rounds of IVF with and without donor eggs and a surrogate they finally have a baby but I'm pretty sure it's amounted to 200K or more for a baby that isn't biologically hers. Would you do the same?

I feel like at somepoint I would pursue adoption because it's essentially the same. (Fwiw I'm currently undergoing IVF and am already hesitant to spend the cost on it.)

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Anonymous wrote:Would be cheaper to just start trying for a kid much earlier in the (23-28 age range) before you’re infertile.

I have multiple family members who had trouble conceiving or carrying a pregnancy in their 20’s.

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Anonymous wrote:I can speak to this. I’ve done 6 rounds of IVF with OE and 2 with DE and have never had success. I have one final DE embryo remaining and if it does not work, my journey will be over. I have never considered using a surrogate simply because I can’t afford it.

The vast majority of women will never be in my position, so they really can’t know how they would or would not react.

Nobody makes these decisions all at once. It happens bit by bit and as you go through the process, your heart aches more each time, you feel “wronged” a little more each time, and the sunk costs become more and more of a propellant to keep you going in the hope that you will finally succeed and it will have been worth it.

My DH and I did pursue adoption midway through this journey. We realized that it would be more expensive, more heartbreaking, and more ethically complicated than the path we already were on, so we went back to IVF.

Of course I’m sad that any child we potentially might have will not be genetically related to me. Then again, who is to say my genetics are so hot? After all, I’m infertile.

To me, the opportunity to raise a child, love them, and help them flourish seems like the greatest privilege there is. I hope I can be a part of that. The joy would outweigh the sadness of not having a genetic link to my child.

I wouldn’t wish this heartache on my worst enemy. I may end up with nothing to show for it except a lack of a retirement fund and a whole lot of tears. For those of you who cannot help but judge, please remember that nobody WANTS to make these choices. We are always choosing the least bad option that we feel we can live with. After so much pain, at least I won’t be left with any regrets about what more I possibly could have done. I hope you all count your blessings.

Why do you say adoption is more expensive? It is essentially free through your local child welfare agency. And sometimes the state even pays you!

Very few kids are available.

There are over 100,000 kids available for adoption in the US through state child welfare departments.

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Anonymous wrote:I can speak to this. I’ve done 6 rounds of IVF with OE and 2 with DE and have never had success. I have one final DE embryo remaining and if it does not work, my journey will be over. I have never considered using a surrogate simply because I can’t afford it.

The vast majority of women will never be in my position, so they really can’t know how they would or would not react.

Nobody makes these decisions all at once. It happens bit by bit and as you go through the process, your heart aches more each time, you feel “wronged” a little more each time, and the sunk costs become more and more of a propellant to keep you going in the hope that you will finally succeed and it will have been worth it.

My DH and I did pursue adoption midway through this journey. We realized that it would be more expensive, more heartbreaking, and more ethically complicated than the path we already were on, so we went back to IVF.

Of course I’m sad that any child we potentially might have will not be genetically related to me. Then again, who is to say my genetics are so hot? After all, I’m infertile.

To me, the opportunity to raise a child, love them, and help them flourish seems like the greatest privilege there is. I hope I can be a part of that. The joy would outweigh the sadness of not having a genetic link to my child.

I wouldn’t wish this heartache on my worst enemy. I may end up with nothing to show for it except a lack of a retirement fund and a whole lot of tears. For those of you who cannot help but judge, please remember that nobody WANTS to make these choices. We are always choosing the least bad option that we feel we can live with. After so much pain, at least I won’t be left with any regrets about what more I possibly could have done. I hope you all count your blessings.

Why do you say adoption is more expensive? It is essentially free through your local child welfare agency. And sometimes the state even pays you!

Very few kids are available.