Anonymous wrote:It's easy to demonize me, I get it. statistically, half of you are cheaters. Half. I'm not proud of how my relationship with my husband started, but I didn't set out to destroy his wife and children. Yes, I'm ashamed I slept with a married man. We worked together for 15 years before we became more than just coworkers. He was in a sexless marriage for years, living like roommates. His wife was on medication for depression since having kids. My own marriage was nonexistent, my ex worked 60 hour weeks and when he was home was disengaged. Both marriages were dead long before we started leaning on each other for support. The affair was a mistake. If I could do it over, we would have ended our marriages first.

I don't live in the home my husband lived in with his ex. She kept the house.

I genuinely like my step kids. They are good kids. I don't have experience with tweens, I know I'm in over my head. I get that his son is angry, but I don't think that is an excuse to blackmail his stepmother with threats to tell my kids that I'm a homewrecking whore. Come on, none of you would want your young kids hearing that phrase or your tween spewing that phrase.

Yes, I'm going to push for an adjustment in the custody schedule. DH's ex only communicates with him through a coparenting app and wont acknowledge the topic of custody. I'm confident I can get my ex to switch weekends at least, so then there is less overlap and each set of kids gets time with their biological parents without the other kids around.

for the few of you who have been decent in your responses, thank you.

Anonymous wrote:The fact that your DH’s ex has depression makes this a million times worse. Worse for the children. So, they spend one week with their mom who is sick, devastated, and justifiably angry. (Fierce props to her for holding her boundaries and not allowing your DH one inch to further disrupt the lives of her children.) She sounds like a good mom in many ways, but it can’t be easy living in that house of sadness, abandonment, and grief.

So then the childrenget to switch to your house, where they share their time with their dad with YOU and your three kids. It’s insane.

Why did you get married so quickly? What was the rush?!?!? Please don’t be pregnant.

For the record, I started dating my DH when his DD was 14 and her parents had been split for 3 years. It still made her life much worse that I was in the picture. She got less of her dad than she deserved. We deliberately waited until
She graduated HS to get married, and it was STILL really really hard for her to then have us buy a house together and be a family without her when she went away to college. She didn’t ask for any of that. But my God, at least we have her sometime to grow up a little, and at least she has many years with her dad before I was with him manynof his weekends with her.

The more I think about it, the more it seems like marrying so quickly and trying to “blend” so quickly is even worse than the infidelity.

Glad you are thinking of changing the custody schedule at least.

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Anonymous wrote:NP. I just read the whole thread. I don't feel bad for you, OP, even after reading your most recent explanation of how awful your prior spouses were (lol).

You are a pig, and you are harming children out of pure selfishness and insensitivity. If there is a god you are going straight to hell.

God doesn’t work this way. Faith and forgiveness don’t work this way.

Anonymous wrote:NP. I just read the whole thread. I don't feel bad for you, OP, even after reading your most recent explanation of how awful your prior spouses were (lol).

You are a pig, and you are harming children out of pure selfishness and insensitivity. If there is a god you are going straight to hell.

Anonymous wrote:OP - Glad you finally came around to the idea of adjusting your custody schedule. That's the way to go here.

Regarding the stepson, he is going to perceive any attempt to crack down on his "language" as an effort to deny him the right to his feelings of anger over the affair. You can take the power of the threat away by telling your kids now, on your own terms and in your own words, about the affair. If they don't hear it from their stepbrother, they will hear it from someone else eventually. Better that they hear it from you first.

Good luck. You're in a right mess, mostly of your own making, but you can make the best of it.

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Anonymous wrote:OP,

Ignore the nasties on here. They think that because your relationship began under less-than-ideal circumstances, you should do penance and be miserable for the rest of your life. Ignore them. You're entitled to happiness and love...and that means you shouldn't have to be terrorized by your husband's son in your own home.

This is a disciplinary issue. Your husband needs to make clear that that type of language absolutely will not be tolerated in your home. Eventually your kids will find out about the affair; you can't shield them from that. But you absolutely can demand that DH's child not use profane and disrespectful language about you in your home.

No, we think the OP is pathetic for taking forever to admit it was an affair, and for her clueless and selfish behavior afterwards. She is reaping the disrespect and lack of consideration that she sowed.

OP doesn’t owe anyone on here an explanation of the circumstances of her current relationship.

You’re just angry that she isn’t sufficiently ashamed.

She is treating the children badly and then complaining that they are unhappy about it.

Sounds like your step-son doesn't really care about your feelings, OP. Kind of like how little you cared about his.

Are you seriously suggesting OP shouldn’t marry the man she loves because he has a child who doesn’t like it???

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Anonymous wrote:OP,

Ignore the nasties on here. They think that because your relationship began under less-than-ideal circumstances, you should do penance and be miserable for the rest of your life. Ignore them. You're entitled to happiness and love...and that means you shouldn't have to be terrorized by your husband's son in your own home.

This is a disciplinary issue. Your husband needs to make clear that that type of language absolutely will not be tolerated in your home. Eventually your kids will find out about the affair; you can't shield them from that. But you absolutely can demand that DH's child not use profane and disrespectful language about you in your home.

No, we think the OP is pathetic for taking forever to admit it was an affair, and for her clueless and selfish behavior afterwards. She is reaping the disrespect and lack of consideration that she sowed.

OP doesn’t owe anyone on here an explanation of the circumstances of her current relationship.

You’re just angry that she isn’t sufficiently ashamed.

She is treating the children badly and then complaining that they are unhappy about it.

Sounds like your step-son doesn't really care about your feelings, OP. Kind of like how little you cared about his.

Anonymous wrote:It's easy to demonize me, I get it. statistically, half of you are cheaters. Half. I'm not proud of how my relationship with my husband started, but I didn't set out to destroy his wife and children. Yes, I'm ashamed I slept with a married man. We worked together for 15 years before we became more than just coworkers. He was in a sexless marriage for years, living like roommates. His wife was on medication for depression since having kids. My own marriage was nonexistent, my ex worked 60 hour weeks and when he was home was disengaged. Both marriages were dead long before we started leaning on each other for support. The affair was a mistake. If I could do it over, we would have ended our marriages first.

I don't live in the home my husband lived in with his ex. She kept the house.

I genuinely like my step kids. They are good kids. I don't have experience with tweens, I know I'm in over my head. I get that his son is angry, but I don't think that is an excuse to blackmail his stepmother with threats to tell my kids that I'm a homewrecking whore. Come on, none of you would want your young kids hearing that phrase or your tween spewing that phrase.

Yes, I'm going to push for an adjustment in the custody schedule. DH's ex only communicates with him through a coparenting app and wont acknowledge the topic of custody. I'm confident I can get my ex to switch weekends at least, so then there is less overlap and each set of kids gets time with their biological parents without the other kids around.

for the few of you who have been decent in your responses, thank you.

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Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:OP,

Ignore the nasties on here. They think that because your relationship began under less-than-ideal circumstances, you should do penance and be miserable for the rest of your life. Ignore them. You're entitled to happiness and love...and that means you shouldn't have to be terrorized by your husband's son in your own home.

This is a disciplinary issue. Your husband needs to make clear that that type of language absolutely will not be tolerated in your home. Eventually your kids will find out about the affair; you can't shield them from that. But you absolutely can demand that DH's child not use profane and disrespectful language about you in your home.

No, we think the OP is pathetic for taking forever to admit it was an affair, and for her clueless and selfish behavior afterwards. She is reaping the disrespect and lack of consideration that she sowed.

OP doesn’t owe anyone on here an explanation of the circumstances of her current relationship.

You’re just angry that she isn’t sufficiently ashamed.