Anonymous wrote:I have sold myself multiple times on Backpage before to pay bills.
Anonymous wrote:I have sold myself multiple times on Backpage before to pay bills.
Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:I hate his guts and fantasize about his funeral. What I'll wear. How I'll act. What I'll do immediately after. How well I will sleep that first night alone .....
I fantasize when I can't get in touch with my husband for a few hours that he's had a heart attack and I'll find him dead on the floor when I get home. (He had a heart attack a couple years ago.). Literally my only reaction to that fantasy is to think, "My mornings would be more hectic because I'd have to get the kids out of the house by myself, and I would probably have to sign up for a few extra hours per week of after-school care for the kids." My life would be so much better (no one yelling at me...) if he weren't here.
Imagine being with someone for 10 years and having kids with them and her not being sorry if you died.
Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:My DH can't provide me with enough spending money (he's an engineer who makes $90 an hour) so I sell myself to rich businessmen for $300 an hour to make a little spare cash.
How the hell do you manage this while not drawing your DH's attention? How do you make time for this?
Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:I hate his guts and fantasize about his funeral. What I'll wear. How I'll act. What I'll do immediately after. How well I will sleep that first night alone .....
I fantasize when I can't get in touch with my husband for a few hours that he's had a heart attack and I'll find him dead on the floor when I get home. (He had a heart attack a couple years ago.). Literally my only reaction to that fantasy is to think, "My mornings would be more hectic because I'd have to get the kids out of the house by myself, and I would probably have to sign up for a few extra hours per week of after-school care for the kids." My life would be so much better (no one yelling at me...) if he weren't here.
Imagine being with someone for 10 years and having kids with them and her not being sorry if you died.
Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:I don't like kissing him. I love him as a friend and partner, but would be happy never having sex with him again. I am madly in love with another man but won't leave because I want to raise our kids with him.
I'm guessing he doesn't know this. Probably he's noticed the kissing and the sex are no good, if those are even happening. If you don't fix your marriage, and disengage from this other man, you are going to wind up divorced and you won't be raising kids with your current DH. You know that, right?
Anonymous wrote:I hate his guts and fantasize about his funeral. What I'll wear. How I'll act. What I'll do immediately after. How well I will sleep that first night alone .....