I can relate to this. I agree it sounds like OCD which is a manifestation of anxiety. Can you call a therapist, OP? You will get through this! Hang in there!

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:Stop posting threads and reading DCUM, pick up the damn phone, and call your physician.

Many Americans do not have access to a doctor pp. Why are you so hateful?

Because this is DCUM, and I am familiar with the demographics of this particular site. Are you?

Are you always this miserable pp? Jeez .

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:Stop posting threads and reading DCUM, pick up the damn phone, and call your physician.

Many Americans do not have access to a doctor pp. Why are you so hateful?

Because this is DCUM, and I am familiar with the demographics of this particular site. Are you?

Op said she doesn't have health insurance yet. Sounds like you spend too on dcum.

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:Stop posting threads and reading DCUM, pick up the damn phone, and call your physician.

Many Americans do not have access to a doctor pp. Why are you so hateful?

Because this is DCUM, and I am familiar with the demographics of this particular site. Are you?

Agree with the others that it sounds like anxiety. You are going through a transition, even if you like your job. I posted in your other thread that I have a specific violent intrusive thought (my teeth crumbling) when my anxiety is bad. Ask your GP for a referral to a therapist.

It sounds like OCD with intrusive thoughts. Perhaps you’re experiencing a hormonal shift or life stressor/transition that’s triggering it. The important thing to recognize is that these are just thoughts, and they can’t hurt you. You’re probably less likely to rip your nails off than someone without this particular obsession, in all honesty.

Everyone has intrusive thoughts, to some degree, but people with OCD react to them with horror and dismay, while people withour OCD can let them go without internalizing them.

You mentioned you’ve had some intrusive thoughts in the past; it’s not unusual for OCD/anxiety to wax and wane. It’s also possible it’s related to post-partum anxiety that wasn’t addressed early on.

There’s a center for OCD treatment in Silver Spring, headed by Dr. Mancuso, I believe. They might be able to help you break this cycle; treatment is targeted and usually short-term.

I’m sorry this is causing you such stress. There’s help out there, for sure.

There is always the crisis text line.

https://www.crisistextline.org

Text HOME to 741741

Anonymous wrote:Stop posting threads and reading DCUM, pick up the damn phone, and call your physician.

Many Americans do not have access to a doctor pp. Why are you so hateful?

OP, it's anxiety. Go see a professional.