Anonymous wrote:After age 74, heart & stroke death rates exceed the total of all cancer deaths combined. It's a disease of aging so the OP has a valid concern. Most women are obsessed with breast cancer to the exclusion of all else. Osteoporosis and frailty will destroy your life as well but nobody talks about those either. You have to decide for yourself. Do you want to feel better and risk a possible cancer or do you want to spend a decade in assisted living and long-term-care. I choose quality vs quantity but that is just me. I have gerontophobia and don't wish to live to old-old age. I live in a medical aid in dying area and a cancer death to me is preferable than living to get Alzheimer's.
But OP feels fine. She feels no need for any kind of drugs at all. I really can't make sense of your post at all, to be honest, except that you seem to hope for an early death, which is an issue unrelated to OP's post.