^^^ that's great if you're Christian. Not everyone is.

I’m sorry that you are going through this. I also experience the ups and downs of infertility treatments for 2 years. Thankfully my husband was there to support me. Not getting pregnant when you wanted too is hard but God strengthened me as I go through the process. During my pregnancy, I had spotting at 20 weeks and pre-term labor at 32 weeks, I had to stay in the hospital to monitor my baby’s heartbeat. Now my son is 16 years old.

This article, http://bit.ly/2kELqR9, talks about life after miscarriage, it might help you. I would like to encourage you to talk to your husband and tell how you feel. Though he may express his emotions differently, he has experienced the same tragic loss you have and is suffering from many of the same feelings. Praying for you that you will be comforted as you go through this. God will give your heart’s desire to have a child as you trust in Him. Thank you for sharing.

Infertility no, miscarriage yes, big time. DH handled it very badly, I was a scapegoat for everything, we ended up in marriage counseling and came very close to me moving out.

No. It has brought us closer together, probably because we haven't shared most of out struggle with anyone else. We only have each other in this situation.