It seems the only men I have ever known are
bad. Starting w/my Father...The alcoholic who would leave my mother at home on his days off while he spent all of his free time at the local bars getting drunk off his ass.
Then all of my string of loser ex's.
The one's who drank too much and got mean + violent when they were inebriated. The ones who did illicit drugs behind my back time and time again, then lied to my face, denying and denying it over and over again w/their bloodshot and watery eyes. Ha!! What a joke.
And let's not forget the cheaters...Those who were so sloppy they carelessly left behind the evidence where even a blind man could find it.
And my last BF takes the cake.
No home...No car...I
always was picking his ass up, dropping his ass off, taking him to work, his friend's house, etc. w/not a penny for gas....He worked only 5 Hrs./Wk. + actually
bragged about having his own EBT Food Stamp card..Calling being a Food Stamp recipient
"The American Dream." My God..What a Losah!!!! Had an extensive rap sheet, had his kid taken away from him, was on hard drugs, was verbally abusive to me, called me very name in the book...REALLY (!!) and was violent as hell.
Is it really slim pickin's out there???
I cannot lose faith.
There
has to be some nice men out there. There
has to be!!!!!! Lol.