I usually don't hate everything and everyone unless I'm about to get my period. But I do dread waking up (usually from some awesome dream that I am anywhere but here) and realizing that I'm not in my dream, but in the hell that is my life. Most nights I pray that I just won't wake up. I'm so tired of it all, and so tired of the pain I feel everyday.

OP in addition to trying things like getting enough sleep, not drinking alcohol, eating well, working out, cutting out toxic people(alcoholics, people with anger issues) try to make some small positive changes in your life. I find that my life is very routine. There are some things I love about my routine and some things I find myself saying the same negative thoughts in my head. Like, "I hate this intersection" or "that person really annoys me" everyday. I did read this somewhere that people have the same negative thoughts in their head daily and small changes can help break the cycle. So I try to incorporate new things in my routine to create new thoughts in my head. Like driving a different route, or mentally cutting people out of my life that bother me and spending more time with people I like. Sometimes doing other small things like going to a new grocery store, turning off the bad news tv, planning a trip to a new destination, calling an old friend, watching DVDs with shows from childhood, visiting an animal shelter, making a new meal, playing a card game can lift your mood. I try and make an effort to cut out the negative stuff I can or trying some small new or different things can change your perspective. If you practice this DAILY you may find that eventually you have more good days than bad. Also when you have negative thoughts, tell yourself to stop and try and think of something that is not negative. All of this takes a conscious daily effort. Good luck. I know life can feel overwhelming and tough sometimes.

Yes. I did today. It's because I have end of the week tiredness, and because I haven't exercised enough this week.

Anonymous wrote:Yes. Everyone and everything except my children. If it wasn't for them, I would pack my bags and leave my moody ass boring husband sitting on his jiggly ass.

Wait. When did I write this? OMG!!! This. This. This.

Totally! Today though---I am having one of my 'wonderful' days. Everything is awesome,,,,,....I do get the days you describe every once in awhile.

OMG That would be every morning. Make coffee, put on shoes, become human again. >>> Just DO NOT talk to me while I am transforming.

Usually when you hate other things, you are actually hating yourself.

If you're tired of your husband, scold him. If he doesn't want to change leave him. But you should of known what you were getting into when you married him. Also if you weigh over 200 lbs and you complain about his weight. You have no room to judge and should get off your ass too.

Anonymous wrote:I long for those days of old when I would wake up after a night of just the right amount of sex and sleep--I'd be out of the bed like a rocket, ready to slay dragons. I'm going to keep working out and eating right and I'm going find a sturdy, 24 year old irish gardener man to come here to bring the mist back into my mornings while Van Morrison plays in the background.

-LC

Ha ha, I'd say that, too, except that I don't have the requisite amount of moisture anymore and I don't mean mist in the mornings!

Anonymous wrote:My first conscious and pre-conscious moments in the morning are currently a terrifying mix of dread, guilt, regret and denial, along with a rush of the lengthy mental todo list of things both doable and un-doable.

Then I get up and get on with it.

Pretty much every day until the meds kick in.

I do feel this way, but most people are terrible, so....

Pretty much every day and find myself daydreaming about the people I was friends with 10 years ago and in college who I haven't spoken to in that amount of time.

The hate certainly extends to myself, there must be some reason we've all lost touch, I'm obviously flawed.

Anonymous wrote:My first conscious and pre-conscious moments in the morning are currently a terrifying mix of dread, guilt, regret and denial, along with a rush of the lengthy mental todo list of things both doable and un-doable.

Then I get up and get on with it.

this is me

Humans tend to annoy me, yes. I do my best to tolerate them.

NO, thank goodness...In fact, quite the opposite...I am very lucky...

Recently, yes. But I attribute it to long-term work stress.