OP, I just want you to know how desperately I wish I could reach through the screen and give you a hug, and try to comfort you in some small way.

My heart breaks for you OP, and your writing brings me to tears. I am so sorry your family is going through this. And as a previous poster said, I am completely sure that your care and presence is easing this journey for your daughter.

Anonymous wrote:I'm so sorry for you and your daughter. This must be so painful - numbingly painful. I hope she finds peace and comfort and that you can too one day. You are suffering every parents' worst nightmare and all of our hearts are breaking for you. Remember the happy times and think of them every day.

I second this. Thank you for posting this and please know that your post affected me. I am tearing up, and will say a prayer for you and your daughter.

I'm so sorry for you and your daughter. This must be so painful - numbingly painful. I hope she finds peace and comfort and that you can too one day. You are suffering every parents' worst nightmare and all of our hearts are breaking for you. Remember the happy times and think of them every day.

OP - your writing is profound. I am so sorry.

Op, so so sorry for you and your dd. please know that she has touched each of us reading this-in that we will not likely forget this thread;(
Hope that at least brings you a small feeling of peace

Dear OP, I'm so so so sorry for you and your daughter. You sound like such a loving and loved mother, and I'm sure your daughter knows how much she is loved. Wishing you and your family peace and respite from the pain.

You have definitely touched me, and I'm going to hug my little infant daughter right now.

It's not much from a stranger, but I am saying a prayer for you and your daughter right now, OP.

I am so so sorry, OP, and to you also 12:10 pp. I am praying for you and for your dear ones. My heart just breaks. :*(

Oh OP. 4 years out from losing 3 year old to neuroblastoma. He has officially been dead longer than he was alive.

I am so sorry. I still find it shocking that he is gone.

OP back. Thank you everyone. I know "I'm sorry" doesn't seem like much, but to be able to check back in here and see all the caring responses helps. She is finally sleeping. To the person who asked, it is the final stage of leukemia. They can only control the pain so much, but for now she is at peace. I don't usually have an outburst but this time it was just unbearable. Thank you again so much, you may not think so but it helped to come here and read this from strangers. It is a different kind of comfort than from those already connected to the suffering. I can say things in a more raw and honest way. Thank you.

I am so sorry for all that you are going through and that your loss has to be our reminder of just how precious life is.

Tears streaming down my face for you and your dear girl.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.

OP your post brought me to tears. I am so sorry. Sending hugs and prayers to you and your daughter.

Biggest hug.