The waiting is *terrible*. Deep breaths op you got this!

The BAM! Instrusive thought! is such an a-hole, isn't it? I think it's something wired into our monkey brains so that we don't get too complacent and we're always on our toes. So it is your brain wanting you to survive, in a weird way! Lots of good advice on meditating and getting through the waiting. Hugs to you.

Hi OP I have been in a similar situation. Try to remind yourself not to suffer imagined troubles, at this point you don’t know that there is a problem. Hard to do sometimes, but stay as busy as you can to distract yourself. Wishing you good news soon.

Anonymous wrote:This would also be a good time to make sure your will/DNR/burial plans are in order.

Whoever this is, now would be a good time to seek counseling for your reflexive cruelty.

This would also be a good time to make sure your will/DNR/burial plans are in order.

I had a biopsy last month. Nothing but empathy for you! The waiting is the worst.

Thank you, everyone! I will definitely use some meditations to help as well.

I'm sending good energy to anyone else in a similar situation.

OP

Anonymous wrote:I have a biopsy schedule for Monday. Going through this now. Good times.

I'm thinking good thoughts for you. Hugs!

OP

Anonymous wrote:You are not unique. Plenty of other middle aged women are dealing with this. exact. situation. At least you seem to have health insurance/healthcare. Count your blessings!

You restated the first sentence. Congratulations!

You need therapy.

Anonymous wrote:Will be thinking good thoughts for you.

Thank you!

OP