Thank you everyone, I decided not to do this cycle.
I am terrified for my health, have constant arrhythmia and it started after IVF meds. Hormonal disbalance. F this. I want to be healthy more than I want this child.

Anonymous wrote:Finish this cycle and then find peace with being done regardless of the outcome. You tried your best.

Sorry NP here - I hate! this advice. I spent the first 2 years of IF at incompetent clinics that that no interest or ability to want to deal with me as a harder case and was told so many times DE or make peace and move on.

Guess what? 37 weeks along with DD2 (yes my second child) after finding a place that understood and treated MY DIAGNOSIS.

I get so angry when I think about how many AMA women get chucked out and never have kids because these clinic do things one of two ways and that’s it.