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Anonymous wrote:I’m interested in things that people specifically decide to keep hidden or secret in these categories. So if you don’t share an instance of #1 or #2 that occurred today because you’ve told DH about instances last week and you don’t think he cares to know about more recent examples, that would’t count. But if you decide not to tell him because you think he’d blame your lack of interest in sex with him on that, that would count.

I don’t tell him everything because he might consider the solo thing excessive but also because it’s weird to say “hey I just finished pleasuring myself.” I do sometimes say “nah this can be a quickie, I took care of myself earlier,” and I might mention it in passing. Same with Pron or fantasies.

But my guess is that the overwhelming majority of women who do these things are also very interested in sex with their husbands. I imagine the same is true for men too but I know that it pron can create unhealthy expectations so maybe not.

Nowadays there is also feminist or sex-positive porn available that avoids some of the negative stuff in “regular” porn. Thinking in particular of the work of Erica Lust.

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Not every marriage or committed relationship is a completely open book with full transparency between partners.

Here’s an informal poll. If you are in such a relationship, do you have secrets from your spouse or partner about any of the following:

1. Porn consumption
2. Solo satisfaction (not involving spouse)
3. Sexual fantasies

Would also be interested to hear why, if yes, you choose not to be completely open and transparent — and how those who can answer no to all 3 Qs got to that point of openness with spouse.

Any info on age, gender, length of relationship would also be welcome.

This is NOT a question about affairs.

Guy here. Married 18 years. I do/did all 3 of those but I quit porn (it’s just not good for guys). No, I don’t tell her about them. If I had to guess, she doesn’t do #1 but does read nasty romance novels, probably doesn’t do #2 (she’s a super busy type A career person and wasting minutes just isn’t her thing). She probably does have #3 - who doesn’t?

DH, is that you?

Married 18 yrs, and I read erotica, once in a while will watch porn, but he knows I do sometimes. And I do #2 as well, later at night, when I know DH is asleep. #3 obviously.

I do #2 because sometimes, I don't want to do much else. Just get to the point, and he isn't that great in bed. I do a better job reaching a more powerful O, and sometimes, it's late, and I don't want to wake him, though he has stated to wake him up when I'm in the mood. But, it's just easier for me sometimes.

OP here. Thanks for the many candid replies. On this last one, I am wondering if DH is really so untrainable, whether you just don’t want to spend more time which it might take if you woke him up, or whether involving him might lead to demands re other activities that you just don’t feel like doing. B/c it sounds like he would like to be woken up.

Also did not think about erotic lit vs porn, maybe because I don’t read it and doubt partners would hide reading it from each other (but maybe they would).

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Anonymous wrote:Female. I don’t do any of those. I don’t know if H does and I don’t want to know. I’d be pretty hurt if I saw he was using porn or knew he was fantasizing about others.

OP here. I get why it would be hurtful if you learned he was fantasizing about another woman, but what if his fantasy is more situational. For example, some people have fantasies about sex in forbidden places, such as in public or an elevator. If DH had a fantasy like that, would you be upset if you knew that?

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Anonymous wrote:Female, early 50s, yes to all three. We have an active sex life and it’s not like I’m ashamed of anything, but am entitled to a private life, too. Married over 25 years with kids.

I get the point about privacy but suppose your spouse welcomed that convo and did so in order to increase the intimacy of your relationship? Would that change how you approach this? Or would you still want to keep some or all of that private?

My spouse knows and we have a very open communication style. I just meant we don’t discuss on a regular basis. Like, I wouldn’t masturbate and report back. It doesn’t impact how we are together. We do share about #3 when it can lead to something exciting for the two of us, or if I need help working through something, etc. During Covid, the first thing I ran to do when everyone left the house (which was infrequent) was head to my toy closet. Partner didn’t need a report back on that.

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Not every marriage or committed relationship is a completely open book with full transparency between partners.

Here’s an informal poll. If you are in such a relationship, do you have secrets from your spouse or partner about any of the following:

1. Porn consumption
2. Solo satisfaction (not involving spouse)
3. Sexual fantasies

Would also be interested to hear why, if yes, you choose not to be completely open and transparent — and how those who can answer no to all 3 Qs got to that point of openness with spouse.

Any info on age, gender, length of relationship would also be welcome.

This is NOT a question about affairs.

Anonymous wrote:Female. I don’t do any of those. I don’t know if H does and I don’t want to know. I’d be pretty hurt if I saw he was using porn or knew he was fantasizing about others.

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Anonymous wrote:Married 8 years and I’d say there are no “secrets” but still not 100% transparency/ telling everything. There have been a handful of times I have watched porn or pleasured myself in secret. I don’t feel the need to tell him everything - part of what makes me feel sexual is feeling I have some freedom and privacy.

Sexual fantasies - he knows I am bi curious but probably underestimates how much I think about it.

You've only masturbated a handful of times (nice pun) in eight years? Yikes.

Why is this “yikes”? We have two kids under 6, both work full time, but we have sex twice a week. I orgasm multiple times. I am satisfied, I don’t have a high drive or need to do more than what I am already doing.

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Anonymous wrote:
Not every marriage or committed relationship is a completely open book with full transparency between partners.

Here’s an informal poll. If you are in such a relationship, do you have secrets from your spouse or partner about any of the following:

1. Porn consumption
2. Solo satisfaction (not involving spouse)
3. Sexual fantasies

Would also be interested to hear why, if yes, you choose not to be completely open and transparent — and how those who can answer no to all 3 Qs got to that point of openness with spouse.

Any info on age, gender, length of relationship would also be welcome.

This is NOT a question about affairs.

Guy here. Married 18 years. I do/did all 3 of those but I quit porn (it’s just not good for guys). No, I don’t tell her about them. If I had to guess, she doesn’t do #1 but does read nasty romance novels, probably doesn’t do #2 (she’s a super busy type A career person and wasting minutes just isn’t her thing). She probably does have #3 - who doesn’t?

DH, is that you?

Married 18 yrs, and I read erotica, once in a while will watch porn, but he knows I do sometimes. And I do #2 as well, later at night, when I know DH is asleep. #3 obviously.

I do #2 because sometimes, I don't want to do much else. Just get to the point, and he isn't that great in bed. I do a better job reaching a more powerful O, and sometimes, it's late, and I don't want to wake him, though he has stated to wake him up when I'm in the mood. But, it's just easier for me sometimes.

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Anonymous wrote:Married 8 years and I’d say there are no “secrets” but still not 100% transparency/ telling everything. There have been a handful of times I have watched porn or pleasured myself in secret. I don’t feel the need to tell him everything - part of what makes me feel sexual is feeling I have some freedom and privacy.

Sexual fantasies - he knows I am bi curious but probably underestimates how much I think about it.

You've only masturbated a handful of times (nice pun) in eight years? Yikes.

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Anonymous wrote:Female, early 50s, yes to all three. We have an active sex life and it’s not like I’m ashamed of anything, but am entitled to a private life, too. Married over 25 years with kids.

I get the point about privacy but suppose your spouse welcomed that convo and did so in order to increase the intimacy of your relationship? Would that change how you approach this? Or would you still want to keep some or all of that private?

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Anonymous wrote:I just assume that solo satisfaction is a normal and universal part of everyone's life. This doesn't even count as a so-called secret IMO.

DW claims she has never done it, also that she has no fantasies. Hard to believe but am at a loss why she would not admit to these. Married for decades with good sex life.

Anonymous wrote:

Anonymous wrote:
Not every marriage or committed relationship is a completely open book with full transparency between partners.

Here’s an informal poll. If you are in such a relationship, do you have secrets from your spouse or partner about any of the following:

1. Porn consumption
2. Solo satisfaction (not involving spouse)
3. Sexual fantasies

Would also be interested to hear why, if yes, you choose not to be completely open and transparent — and how those who can answer no to all 3 Qs got to that point of openness with spouse.

Any info on age, gender, length of relationship would also be welcome.

This is NOT a question about affairs.

Guy here. Married 18 years. I do/did all 3 of those but I quit porn (it’s just not good for guys). No, I don’t tell her about them. If I had to guess, she doesn’t do #1 but does read nasty romance novels, probably doesn’t do #2 (she’s a super busy type A career person and wasting minutes just isn’t her thing). She probably does have #3 - who doesn’t?

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Anonymous wrote:I’m interested in things that people specifically decide to keep hidden or secret in these categories. So if you don’t share an instance of #1 or #2 that occurred today because you’ve told DH about instances last week and you don’t think he cares to know about more recent examples, that would’t count. But if you decide not to tell him because you think he’d blame your lack of interest in sex with him on that, that would count.

I don’t tell him everything because he might consider the solo thing excessive but also because it’s weird to say “hey I just finished pleasuring myself.” I do sometimes say “nah this can be a quickie, I took care of myself earlier,” and I might mention it in passing. Same with Pron or fantasies.

But my guess is that the overwhelming majority of women who do these things are also very interested in sex with their husbands. I imagine the same is true for men too but I know that it pron can create unhealthy expectations so maybe not.