OP, be very careful. I was like you when I was younger! So I understand you.

Now that I am in my late 40s, I am SO GLAD I married someone around my age. The attraction to older men is completely gone, and there are so many advantages to be with someone your own age. I have a few friends who married men 20+ years older, or even just 15 years older, and there are many many issues that come up with this.

Trust me, it's a type of kink or perversion that goes away with age.