That I want to fu$k every day.

The fact that I'm constantly trying to figure out how much I'd get in a divorce settlement.

Anonymous wrote:How many men I slept with. How much coke I did and that i had an abortion.

Honey, is that you?

How many men I slept with. How much coke I did and that i had an abortion.

Anonymous wrote:Pp why do they have issues if never fallen completely out of love? I still hope for the best for my exes

Not loving the one you're with and thinking of - (let's face it) fiction - is weird and kind of stunted.

That person isn't that person anymore and neither are you, they've gone on to another (hopefully) rich life, you are idolizing your old
life (there's a reason it 'didn't work out' and you are forgetting those reasons) and healthy people wouldn't for a minute trade their self now
for their 20 something year old self.

Maybe it means you need to step up your life some so that it has more meaning and purpose?

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Anonymous wrote:Pp why do they have issues if never fallen completely out of love? I still hope for the best for my exes

But you don't live them.

Meant love them.

Anonymous wrote:Pp why do they have issues if never fallen completely out of love? I still hope for the best for my exes

But you don't live them.

Pp why do they have issues if never fallen completely out of love? I still hope for the best for my exes

That I had multiple job offers from a USG intelligence agencies but said no to avoid massive lifestyle changes...

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Anonymous wrote:That I think all the time about my early 20s girlfriend whom I loved deeply. We have had no contact in years but I dream about her sending a message on FB saying that it was a mistake breaking up and us falling in love all over again. Including incredible nights where we would explore every inch of each other's body like we did back in the day.

She is the one DW was concerned I still had feelings for when we started dating (I didn't).

What?! Sounds like you did and still do.

You never completely fall out of love with someone.

That's awful- you have issues!

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Anonymous wrote:That I think all the time about my early 20s girlfriend whom I loved deeply. We have had no contact in years but I dream about her sending a message on FB saying that it was a mistake breaking up and us falling in love all over again. Including incredible nights where we would explore every inch of each other's body like we did back in the day.

She is the one DW was concerned I still had feelings for when we started dating (I didn't).

What?! Sounds like you did and still do.

You never completely fall out of love with someone.

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Anonymous wrote:Ok Sociopth, did you check yourself into the hospital? How are you now? Is married boyfriend now your DH? Do you post a lot?

That thread and this thread don't add up. In the other thread she isn't married but dating a married man and in this thread she is married.

I never said we were married. SO is for significant other. To the other pp: I did check myself into the hospital. I've been more than once in the past year. I'm trying really hard to get better. I feel better than I did when. I started that thread I didn't remember a lot of specific things I wrote and was shocked by a lot of it. I told married boyfriend if he wanted to be with me to get a divorce, he did. We talk all the time, but we're are on a hiatus while I get my mental health together ( my choice ) I am not well.

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Anonymous wrote:I stalk him.... and everyone in his life.

I've had over 200 lovers
Something really bad happened to him a few years ago and I made it look like someone else did it; it was me. He hates that person to this day

WOW you sound like a psychopath.

I probably am.....that's a whole other thread

Start it!

I did. A long time ago. Someone even told me I should be taken out back and shot in the back of my head.

Link or it didn't happen!

You can look it up. The title was I think I'm a sociopath or something like that.

This thread? http://www.dcurbanmom.com/jforum/posts/list/431997.page

Thank you!!! And thank you "Gone Girl" girl!

It is deleted now. Too bad, it sounded really interesting. Hope the OP is doing ok.

Anonymous wrote:That I think all the time about my early 20s girlfriend whom I loved deeply. We have had no contact in years but I dream about her sending a message on FB saying that it was a mistake breaking up and us falling in love all over again. Including incredible nights where we would explore every inch of each other's body like we did back in the day.

She is the one DW was concerned I still had feelings for when we started dating (I didn't).

What?! Sounds like you did and still do.

My DH thinks I still want to be in this marriage for all of our sakes. The truth is that I know he will fight tooth and nail for joint custody (actually I am sure he will even ask for primary! that's just the type of belligerent guy he is!) despite only doing 5% of the childcare. And of course, if he's not a alcoholic or a convicted felon or physically abusive, he will likely get it, given our laws today, even if the kids are way more bonded to me. So I stay, because I think he will totally screw up the kids if he's left in charge of them 3.5 days out of 7. And because (unfortunately? fortunately?) our friends include no divorced/single parents so it would totally freak out our kids.

But I'm good at putting on a nice face.