I know where you're coming from, OP. The hormones you're taking don't help either!

Agree with PPs - just try to be kind to yourself and set up some activities to. Try to keep you occupied.

Yes, it is completely part of it. I will keep fingers crossed you only have to experience this up and down this one time and your cycle will take. In some ways it gets easier and harder the more cycles you do. Wishing you lots of luck.

it doesnt stop! I am 10dpt of a 4bb and my tests are super dark (and getting darker) but my first beta yesterday was only 48! never stops being a rollercoaster.

I am 1DPT and feeling the same way. Hoping and praying for all the best for both of us

Anonymous wrote:Unfortunately, OP, it is just part of it. There are no words that will console you and no matter how difficult it gets, hope remains. I can only wish you peace and the very best wishes.

Agree with PP. but you can do things to distract you. Pick 2 fun activities and set hem up right now.

Unfortunately, OP, it is just part of it. There are no words that will console you and no matter how difficult it gets, hope remains. I can only wish you peace and the very best wishes.

It's just 2DPT and my heart is just so heavy and overwhelmed with ALL the feelings. I feel like I'm going to cry at the drop of a hat while simultaneously feeling so hopeful and sad at the same time. Curious if this is all just part of this f**ked up journey.