Anonymous wrote: Of course we gotta do what we gotta do and we will have to eat whatever we can afford from now on, I am just wondering if I could find a way to feed my family without feeling like I'm also harming them.
Work on changing how you feel about this. If you don't imagine poison on your plate when conventional food is on it, you won't "feel the ill effects".
Oh, and instead concentrate on bringing your HHI back up. Look for a job if you SAH, help your husband in his search. Organic is a luxury, but you still need to pay your mortgage.