My oldest was actually a very beautiful newborn. He didn't have the wrinkly red skin like a lot of newborns have.
My second, was not so beautiful. He was red, an hairy...and I felt awful. I remember seeing him in the hospital and thinking "What have I done? I have one good looking child and one ugly one and the ugly one will always feel inferior!"

Post Partum mommy guilt.
By age 2 months my second child got much better looking (to be honest, even cuter than the older one was at 2 months!)
But yeah...I knew he was an ugly newborn.
