I'm more than a year PP now, none of the providers care about me any more. I'm going to a psychiatrist later today actually but IME they're not well-versed in hormones unless you find someone who specializes in reproductive health and this one doesn't.

You need to go talk to someone! This is the reason why there's a questionnaire at your postpartum checkups - this is common and sometimes you need help to get your feet under you.

Don't muddle through this on your own. There's no reason to do this on 'hard mode.'

In the process of weaning my baby because my anxiety has been bad, I think it's hormonal, and even if it's not I have a lot more treatment options when I'm no longer nursing. But since I started dropping feedings, my anxiety has been through the roof, my sleep has been awful, and I feel like I'm losing my mind. When does this end? What can I do?