Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:I would love to believe in a deity. I am not happier with a brain that's looking for proof and refusing to trust blindly. But it's who I am, and I need to accept it.
Why would you love to believe in a deity?
Because my family is Catholic, and before I started doubting, I found the church supremely comforting. I still love visiting religious buildings, of any persuasion. I am interested in spirituality and the way it brings people together. But I'm also a research scientist - the only thing I believe in is the scientific method: observing facts, deriving hypotheses and testing them. And I am deeply conflicted about deities that would allow so much anguish and suffering around the world, and so much exploitation of vulnerable people and innocents. Torture and rape in South Sudan or Myanmar, or the leveling of Gaza, don't reflect well on any supreme being.
It's possible to enjoy the trappings of the church - the music, the art, the incense - without believing in a deity. Many people do.
PP you replied to. Yes, I find religious music very meditative and soothing - I'm a western classical music enthusiast, and most of it started with medieval works written for the Church. I love medieval illuminations, both Christian and Persian. But I don't feel comfortable going to mass. And I miss that.
Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:I would love to believe in a deity. I am not happier with a brain that's looking for proof and refusing to trust blindly. But it's who I am, and I need to accept it.
Why would you love to believe in a deity?
Because my family is Catholic, and before I started doubting, I found the church supremely comforting. I still love visiting religious buildings, of any persuasion. I am interested in spirituality and the way it brings people together. But I'm also a research scientist - the only thing I believe in is the scientific method: observing facts, deriving hypotheses and testing them. And I am deeply conflicted about deities that would allow so much anguish and suffering around the world, and so much exploitation of vulnerable people and innocents. Torture and rape in South Sudan or Myanmar, or the leveling of Gaza, don't reflect well on any supreme being.
It's possible to enjoy the trappings of the church - the music, the art, the incense - without believing in a deity. Many people do.
Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:I would love to believe in a deity. I am not happier with a brain that's looking for proof and refusing to trust blindly. But it's who I am, and I need to accept it.
Why would you love to believe in a deity?
Because my family is Catholic, and before I started doubting, I found the church supremely comforting. I still love visiting religious buildings, of any persuasion. I am interested in spirituality and the way it brings people together. But I'm also a research scientist - the only thing I believe in is the scientific method: observing facts, deriving hypotheses and testing them. And I am deeply conflicted about deities that would allow so much anguish and suffering around the world, and so much exploitation of vulnerable people and innocents. Torture and rape in South Sudan or Myanmar, or the leveling of Gaza, don't reflect well on any supreme being.
Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:I would love to believe in a deity. I am not happier with a brain that's looking for proof and refusing to trust blindly. But it's who I am, and I need to accept it.
Why would you love to believe in a deity?
Anonymous wrote:Anonymous wrote:I like knowing that I have only one life and that I’m lucky to have it. I’m sad that it will end someday, but I realize how incredibly lucky I am to be alive at all - and at a time with so many medical advances and so much scientific knowledge of how to be healthy and productive.
I’ve lived a good life, so far. Still, I know that life could be better. I could be richer, smarter, better looking, nicer, healthier, more talented, more productive, luckier, etc. But life is still pretty good.
I don’t see what any of this has to do with being an atheist.
Anonymous wrote:I would love to believe in a deity. I am not happier with a brain that's looking for proof and refusing to trust blindly. But it's who I am, and I need to accept it.
Anonymous wrote:I like knowing that I have only one life and that I’m lucky to have it. I’m sad that it will end someday, but I realize how incredibly lucky I am to be alive at all - and at a time with so many medical advances and so much scientific knowledge of how to be healthy and productive.
I’ve lived a good life, so far. Still, I know that life could be better. I could be richer, smarter, better looking, nicer, healthier, more talented, more productive, luckier, etc. But life is still pretty good.
Anonymous wrote:I like knowing that I have only one life and that I’m lucky to have it. I’m sad that it will end someday, but I realize how incredibly lucky I am to be alive at all - and at a time with so many medical advances and so much scientific knowledge of how to be healthy and productive.
I’ve lived a good life, so far. Still, I know that life could be better. I could be richer, smarter, better looking, nicer, healthier, more talented, more productive, luckier, etc. But life is still pretty good.