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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]I’m someone who acted on the feelings.  Don’t do it OP, it’s not real.  Like someone said earlier it’s not him, it’s how he makes you feel.  In my case the coworker would notice when I got a haircut, or wore a new outfit.  He paid attention to what I liked and didn’t like and would make me dinner consisting of something he’d noticed I’d enjoyed at some point. (We were away for several weeks on work travel).

[b]There’s nothing at all like the feeling of actually being seen by a living, breathing, attractive member of the opposite sex when you feel completely invisible in your long term marriage to your nice guy[/b].  Who you feel hasn’t actually seen you in years and would never, ever notice if you got a haircut.

In my case I fell for it, had what I thought was a good time for a few weeks, broke it off when the trip ended, came home from travel and felt horrible and came clean to my husband.  He pretty much immediately (okay within a few months) decided he could never get over the betrayal and we divorced just over a year later.  The rest is history.

My world blew up quicker than I ever thought was possible.  My XH, who I thought would try to at least work on things, basically took off and was done.  No second chances for me.

In retrospect I wasn’t actually even attracted to the guy.  My XH was better looking and a better catch.  But being around someone who listened to you and noticed you when you hadn’t experienced that for a long time was like a buffet for someone who is starving.  I’m a total jerk for my behavior, I should have thought about what was missing from my own relationship and worked on that.  Life lesson I would highly not recommend anyone else having to learn.[/quote]

This, this.

It's equally true for men. I was basically the loser husband who was invisible to my wife and felt alive again when a co-worker showed interest.

But I am surprised you confessed. This is "take it to the grave" stuff. We had a wonderful time and it was a great break from the doldrums of being invisible and neglected in marriage.

I wish you well.[/quote]

I feel for your wife....you better hope she never finds out.[/quote]
I wish I had any passion towards my husband to even care if he cheated on me…really,  after 20+ years of marriage, is it surprising that people lose interest?[/quote]

Not surprising but sad, in my mind. There are plenty of marriages of 20 years that are strong because both partners have consistently invested in the relationship . [/quote]
Invest how exactly? Romantically, I am indifferent toward my dh. I care for him as my best friend and I respect him and maybe that’s good enough. But I never had romantic feelings towards him, I want to feel that with someone during my lifetime. I want a reciprocal head over heels love affair, I want to feel weak in the knees, even if only for a short time.  I have never felt that towards my dh and I never will.[/quote]

Ok if you NEVER had it, then you need to leave.  That isn't healthy.  I can safely say you won't regret leaving if this is the case.[/quote] 
I have small children and feel obligated to raise them in an intact family. How is it unhealthy to stay? other than the fact I will always long for a romantic partner, I’m not happy, but I made my bed. I willingly went into this. My husband isn’t a bad guy, there’s just no spark and never has been. Where would I even begin alone, mid 40s with small kids, i am cute but am no catch. I would have to be delusional to believe that I could find a decent man at this point. I have a crush on a married man who, for all I know, is most likely madly in love with his wife. [/quote]

If you never had a passionate love affair, I would just take a chance and go for it. You cannot just go to the grave without ever experiencing that.[/quote]

This is one of the stupidest posts I’ve ever read on this website full of stupid posts.

No, OP, derailing your entire life for good sex is not a good idea.  At least dump your husband first.[/quote]

I am the author of the "stupid post." Some people, like I sense with the OP, are struggling to continue living a life of quiet desperation with no passionate outlet. She has a choice with pros and cons, it is not so clear cut as you make it out to be. Our lives are short, and the period of our lives where we can truly feel in lust or in love are vanishingly brief. To give up on ever experiencing that feeling once in life is not a small sacrifice.[/quote]

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