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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]This is OP. Thank you to the several kind posters on this thread, even the “tough love” ones. I appreciate it.

I do have really big resentment. I suffered during those moves. I didn’t make much money and felt rootless. I really wish i could have spent that time with a small baby instead since working was challenging and spotty anyway (we lived for 2.5 years in Europe so remote was not possible).

Now I am back to my original career, software sales, and i make a lot of money but I also work a lot. Part of the resurgence of resentment is how much work it is go find a competent doctor and go to tons of appointments and to deal with the hormonal and emotional fallout of miscarriages. I had a miscarriage workup and I have some autoimmune issues likely causing miscarriage. I realize this is not age dependent but I am also 36 and it could take a very long time to actually figure out a treatment. My doctor suggested baby aspirin but that didn’t help and he wants to put me on a blood thinner after pregnancy but I can’t make it past a couple of days with a positive test to even get there. I have to find a specialist for immunology it seems and that is a very murky area.

I was not happy for the years we were moving because i felt completely powerless and now we are settled and for the past year + we’ve dealt with this. I feel like I cannot catch a break. I do need a therapist but finding a competent therapist is ALSO a whole project. I am not in a good place.[/quote]

I meant to say almost 36[/quote]

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