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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]>>DH here. This is me. I love my wife, and I care about her, but I'm not in love with her.

I realize that for some of you this makes no sense, but we've been together for over half of our lives, and maybe there was a time when I felt this way, but the reality is, I'm not now, and haven't been for a very, very long time. We do all the couple things, we're always on the same page with the kids, finances, etc. Our marriage is a successful enterprise, but over time it's become painfully obvious how different we are. I don't miss her when she's gone. And sex? Obligatory, disconnected.

I want her to be happy, because she's a good person and deserves to be happy, so I do all of the things that have been said here that make the other DWs feel that their husbands are in love with them. All of these gestures - they're thoughtful, and loving, and they certainly are symptoms of a happy, healthy marriage, but for me, it's just going through the motions. Not because I don't love and care for her, but because I feel obligated to do what I need to do to sustain the marriage, to keep things "happy."

But inside I am dying (probably literally) for something more, to feel in love, and for me that's a genuine connection, a kind of emotional chemistry that is utterly absent from our relationship. I've felt this way for years, and every day is a struggle to try to feel happy, to want what I've got, but I don't, and I feel trapped, because when all's said and done, we've built a life together, and I can't bear to think of what it would mean for our family if I were to move on.

So every day is a struggle to come to terms with this. You make it work. Because that's what you do. Just make it work.<<

This is heartbreaking. Have you tried counseling? Does your wife know how you feel? [b]Do you seriously think that being with someone who is dying inside & feeling trapped by your marriage is honestly the right thing to [u]give[/u] to your life partner you seem to respect?[/b] I hope to God this isn't my husband posting. Gives me chills....[/quote]

DH here -

What is it that I'm not giving her?  Honesty?  Authenticity?  More than anything else, my wife values stability and security, and just plain getting shit done.  So that's what I provide.  I make her feel loved and protected.  I support her in her career, and am emotionally available 24/7, for her and the children.  The marriage endures, the children are bright and happy.  Don't get me wrong, our life is far from perfect, but what I'm saying is I'm doing everything right, marriage-wise, but I'm [i]not[/i] in love.  I'm committed to the life we have built together, and especially the lives we have created together.  This - the children - is why I suffer through.  Because I know that if I were to ever leave it would change everything with them, and for me, that is a fate far worse than a lifetime of emotional disconnect.

And by the way, I'm hardly alone in feeling this way.  Countless marriages like this exist, with one or both of the partners suffering through, not because of abuse, or neglect, or terrible dysfunction, but because you drift apart, or maybe you realize that there was never really much of a connection to begin with, and getting married was just what came next.  So you try to find ways to feel okay about it, you cherish every moment with the children before they're gone.  You try to look forward, but mostly you're just trying to figure out how make it work, to want what you've got for the rest of your life, because that's what you're supposed to do.[/quote]

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