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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]I agree with you OP. There are so many times I wished I never had this child, I wished I could send him away, I wished I never married and got myself into this mess. The worst is that I can never say any of this publicly, and if I did, I would be told to treat my depression. Is this even depression? Or just a natural reaction to something that is objectively bad? Who would want a life like this? [/quote]

Same. I know it’s a waste of time but I look back on my life and wish I could intervene somehow when I met my DH (DO NOT MARRY HIM, 31 year old me!!) or the night DS was conceived (DO NOT DO IT). I wish I could undo it all.

I’m in therapy for over a decade and I’ve trialed 20 different antidepressants. I’m about to start ketamine.

I wish I’d never been born honestly. I’m careful not to be too honest with my providers because if I was I’d be on a psych hold.

And no this isn’t transient. I’m trapped. And effed. And nobody is coming to save me.[/quote]

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