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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]first time poster on here, but need to get stuff off my chest. I met the love of my life in 2nd grade.  She has been on my mind every single day since then. Every. Single. Day.
I never had enough courage to be anything more than a good friend with her. Fast forward and we are both in our mid 40's now. She was married, is divorced (for 4 years). I'm still married.

I think about her everyday. Everyday. All day. She is the one.

My wife and I are room mates. We haven't been intimate in over 10 years. Neither of us wants to, we sleep in separate rooms or the couch most nights.  I never should have married her. On our wedding day, it wasn't her I saw walking down the aisle. We have 1 child, 6th grade. I can't be that divorced family. I can't. My parents stayed together, both have passed away. Both loved the one. Both knew how I felt about the one. We live about 5 hours away from each other. We text daily. I wouldn't want my wife to see some of the texts. I help her with things I can do from here, screen shots on how to fix something, advice, sexts, you name it. We met up 2 years ago when she was in town for work and had dinner. I finally told her how I felt and ended up spending the night at her hotel. Wife thought I was working an overnight shift. We didn't have sex, but it was close. I couldn't do it. My heart and body wanted to, but my brain told me it was morally wrong. She knows how I feel about her and says she feels the same. I struggle every single day.

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