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[quote=Anonymous]OP here.  I think I need to take some deep breaths ... so I decided to schedule the D&C, but could not do so on Friday because by the time I made the decision it was too late in the day to schedule -- my doc had already gone home for the day and the scheduling nurse had to wait to hear back from her, presumably today.  No one called me this morning like I had hoped, so I called and left a message for the schedling nurse about an hour ago and now I feel like I am just in this terrible state of limbo waiting for my phone to ring.  First I didn't know what I wanted to do and now that I decided I just want to get this scheduled and over with.  I feel like all of this saddness and anxiety is going on inside my heart and my mind and I am going through the motions of my day as if nothing is happening and everything is just fine.  I am worried about making arrangements for the care of my kids so my DH can be with me at the hospital and I have all these work deadlines this week too.  I don't do well with the not knowing -- I am a planner and I find comfort in it-- and it would help me so much to be able to arrange everything this week around this D&C, assuming they can actually get me in this week.  I know I am rambling and probably sound like a bit of a crazy lady but figured if anyone would understand it would be the women on this forum.  There are so many things about this situation that I can't control and it would just be nice to be able to take care of the things I should be able to control like rearranging meetings at work and arranging for someone to help us at home with the kids.  Did I mention that I think I need to take some deep breaths?  Please help me to be patient while I am waiting for the call.  I know Monday's are busy in a doctor's office and I am just one of many patients there, but waiting patiently is hard.           [/quote]

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