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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]I let go of needing to find forgiveness. [b]What I developed instead was *understanding*.[/b]

I understand the challenges my mom went through in her life. I understand that she had many, many traumatic experiences. I understand that she had too many children at too young of an age due to outside pressures. These all explain her behavior, but they do not excuse it. I have empathy for her, but I also have tremendous empathy for myself and do what is best for me. And what was best was to give her an extremely limited presence in my life, not to seeep everything under the rug in the name of “forgiveness” and continue on as normal.

I also harnessed the power of my anger for good. Anger is a good, healthy emotion. It is our best signal that our boundaries are being violated. I channel that into good: I use that anger as a catalyst for working on myself, and being the best possible mom I can be for my own kids. [/quote]

To be clear, I understand that they had sh1t lives, too. Where understanding fails me is how could they not only not protect us from others, but how they could neglect and abuse us. Guess what? My childhood was straight sh1t, with no glimmer of hope and *yet* I've never hit the bottle as an adult, nor have I abused or neglected my child. Like another pp, if someone did even one of the things which was done to me to my child, I would actually kill them.[/quote]

PP, we get it.  You're not hearing us.

You can't go back and change the past.  You also have no way of changing your parents.

Therefore, if you want to find peace within yourself then you're going to have to make peace with your past and with your flawed parents.  Making peace doesn't mean lovey-dovey.  Making peace means accepting what happened and moving on.  Otherwise you are going to be left with this anger that you are going to pass along to your child.  I really hope you don't want that.

So be a bigger, better person and get yourself into therapy, and put this monster to rest.  Forgiving your parents or letting go of what they did to you is really the only option you have to make peace with yourself.  I hope that you choose to do it.[/quote]

13:13 here. OP is not in any danger of passing along her anger to her kid?!  WTF! I understand you have positive intent but your language can be inflammatory.  I suspect you are a Christian or whoever counseled you had that bent as your language, 'making peace', 'accepting', 'be a bigger, better person', 'forgiving', 'letting go', etc. reeks of it. It can be very triggering for some of us, especially since it comes across as diminishing our pain and experiences.

OP is struggling with banking her anger - and that's completely normal.  She is not going to pass it on to her child.  It's really hard having a scab ripped off, especially when you thought it was a scar.  Of course, she's going to reach out to others to see how they recovered from it!  What's not helpful is the repetition of platitudes. [/quote]

Sorry you are still in the thick of it, PP. No reason to mock people who have gotten through that to someplace better. OP is asking for a way to get where they are, not stay where you are.[/quote]

DP.  You need to stop projecting and preaching.  It was unreasonable and unfounded for you to assert OP will let her anger impact her child.  It's just as unreasonable and unfounded for you to assert the PP isn't in a healthy place.  You can be in a healthy place and remain in touch with that anger.  I suspect you really have no idea what you're talking about and repeat what you've heard others say.  Therapy would benefit you.

Oh - and 'mock' doesn't mean what you think it means. [/quote]

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