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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]I am fantasizing about my ex boyfriend from college and wishing that he would have married me. [/quote]

What is our problem, PP? I've been doing the same and I don't get it. I'm happy in my life and haven't thought of him in years.[/quote]
This was 20 years ago and I’ve never gotten over the heartbreak. Ex and I dated in college. I was head over heels in love; he said that something wasn’t “clicking” (I hate that!) and broke up with me. After graduation, I dated someone else briefly. Ex came back into my life and we were FWBs for years. He n said he loved me, but was probably just using me. Then, he married his not very attractive on again off again girlfriend. I felt like the biggest loser and so used. Other couples in college we knew who started dating when we did are celebrating their 25 year anniversaries. WTF? I wanted to marry him so badly. I just still feel so sad about this. Why did he choose her over me? Don’t flame me, I already know what an idiot I am. But being stuck at home, all of these feelings have resurfaced for me. [/quote]

My goodness, you followed perfectly the playbook for how nit to get a person to marry you.   [/quote]
I know.  We were living in different cities after college, and I just wanted to be with him, so I put up with his coming into and out of my life and his mixed signals. I know that he never really loved me. But I’m not sure because, from what I know, he broke up with the woman he married several times too (and that it when he would get together with me). So maybe he just had a general mental block toward relationships. Anyway, she was ultimately in the right place at the right time, so she won. Anyway, who cares. His life probably turned out great, and mine turned out bad. I’m an idiot who never meant anything to anyone. [/quote]

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