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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]25 year marriage and I have to finally admit it is over.   Even if we don't divorce, I'm alone, and have been for almost the entire 25 years because he is emotionally checked out  of everything.  Yes, I was one of the stupid, naive ones.  Don't bash me.  I didn't know anything.

Generational trauma hit my children hard, and two of them are struggling mightily, with their issues also causing a rift between them, which is a unique type of heartache that I can't explain.  They used to be best friends and it's painful as hell to see what is happening and not be able to fix it.

Feeling guilt above all else.   I, too, had major trauma as a child and didn't understand until very recently how it would affect my children despite my best efforts.    20 years too late.  I hate myself for it.

I'm heartbroken, lonely as hell, angry, depressed, and scared for our future as a family.  I would lay down my life for my family, but knowing there isn't much I can  do because I'm stupid and figuring it all out too late is killing me.  Literally.

I Barely stop crying to "put on the face" and be around people.   My eyes are perpetually swollen and makeup isn't cutting it anymore.   Dreading the holidays.   
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Thinking of you and sending a hug and prayers your way! [/quote]

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