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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]A lot of the reasons others listed…I know it would hurt others: my kids, my husband, my siblings, my parents. B[b]ut also it’s the fact that I don’t think anyone would ever really understand why I did it and I hate to think that everyone I know would make up reasons for me/make assumptions about it[/b]. I would hate for my kids and my spouse to have to go through the rest of their lives telling ppl their mother/wife died by suicide and to have the ppl they tell judge them/me for it or make assumptions about our family bc of it or say something that makes my kids/husband feel like it was in any way their fault. I would hate for my parents’ friends to ask my parents what could have led to this and have my parents make up reasons/speak for me when they actually have no clue what I’m going through and have never shown any interest in my life.[/quote]

I have thought of this too. Very specifically, I think about how my abuser would respond. I know they would say "see, she was crazy all along" and paint themselves as a victim. Just thinking about it makes me angry because that relationship is absolutely what pushed me towards suicidal thoughts more than anything else.

Sometimes I feel like I am living just to spite that person and I don't think that's the worst thing.[/quote]

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