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[quote=Anonymous]#1-I think I was sexually abused by my stepfather. I only have recollection of dreams I had as a young child where a man would molest me while I was asleep. I've talked with my sister about this and she says she thinks she was abused too (she woke up once with no underwear on). During this time, my stepfather was addicted to drugs (crack). My mother has been told the general gist of what happened, but either doesn't believe us or is in denial. My stepdad and Mom are still together....it's never talked about...we pretend as if it didn't happen (except my sis and I will talk about it on very rare occassions). I don't know if my intuition is true or not....I prefer to just pretend it never happened (if it did).

#2-I was oversexed as a child (under 10). Use to hump my teddy bear, pillow, all sorts of stuff. I humped boys and my sister and I used to dry hump also. To my shame, when I was about 9 or 10 my sister and I once told a little girl that was staying with us, to put her mouth on my little brother's penis (he was about 6 at the time..so was she). To my even FURTHER shame, my sister and I once put a hot penny on this same little girl.

#3-I sometimes have really inappropriate thoughts and get aroused by things that are truly shameful. So much so, that I don't want to even write it here. I often cut my thoughts off or try to think of something else, but I'm truly ashamed by some of the sexual thoughts I have.....I feel I have a perverted mind....I'm thankful that I've never, AND WILL NEVER, act on these thoughts.

#2- One of my children has a different father. My husband knows this (we were young parents and weren't married until after the birth of this child). She doesn't know and I don't plan to tell her. Some family members know...if it ever comes to light, I plan to deny it to her......It may be selfish, but her bio-dad is a deadbeat w/ 10+ kids, so I know for a fact it is NOT her loss. And I wouldn't dream of having her feel different from her siblings and doubting her father's love (who ADORES her). [/quote]

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