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[quote=Anonymous]When I was little… my mother often beat me. I got smart and hid the stick she used, which was this weird long skinny spatula, under a bed. She used her hands after that but it hurt less.

When I was little… my mom used to just scream at me for what seemed like no reason. One morning I happened to be looking at her while she walked to the bathroom and she just screamed “what the hell are you looking at!?” And that’s just one very small example.

When I was little…she screamed at me for being lazy and useless because I wasn’t helping put moving boxes that were as big as me and furniture into the moving van. I was five.

When I was little… she kept telling me how she was going to kill herself when my father finally got smart enough to get a divorce. She would collapse on me crying. Also during the divorce, she made me write my dad some crazy letters trying to make me look like I was going crazy. She made me lie about imaginary boyfriends of hers that never existed.

Now that I’m older… I am trying to cope with finally seeing she is a narcissist and probably also has borderline personality disorder. I am normally a happy person. So unpacking all this has been difficult and very dark.

OP, I’m sorry for your suffering. Some people really shouldn’t have kids! I hope you can look back on your own abuse in a safe manner. [/quote]

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