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[quote=Anonymous]I haven’t been to this site for a long time, but suddenly checked recent topics today. This feels like a sign. To anyone who is having suicidal thoughts right now, this is for you.

As some who had a mental breakdown/suicidal ideation due to depression and anxiety (and prescription drug abuse), I have been there. I’m not sure how it’s manifesting for you, but I wanted to create a pocket in reality where I could climb in, close it, and just…rest in the darkness. The only way I figured I could do that is by killing myself. I didn’t really want to DIE, per se, but it was the only way I could think of to get relief.

Please, please, do not listen to those lies (or others). Your mind isn’t well right now and it can’t be expected to tell you the truth. I had a breakdown and went to the pysch ward/detox when I saw an emergency pysch provider. It saved my life. They have a clinic at INOVA FFX, and I’m sure other places. If getting there is too hard, please do as others say and call 988. They will be there for whatever you need-references for free mental health care, talking you down, or just listening.

You cannot change your past, but you can affect your future. And I promise, no matter how hard it is now, those in your future WANT YOU THERE. Your kids, they need and love you. I am sending you love and light with all my heart.[/quote]

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