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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote]Yesterday, DC "begged" me to divorce him. [/quote]

Oy vey, this bullsht again. I'll take "things that never happened" for $500, Alex.[/quote]

Why would you say this? NP here. I asked my parents to divorce when I was 8. It was a miserable childhood.

[b]They did not divorce and it was terrible growing up. I barely speak to them now[/b]. Too much damage done.[/quote]

This.

I grew up having little to NO respect for my mother for staying with my father.
In fact, I had even [u]more[/u] disdain for my mother for keeping us in such an emotionally abusive situation, and for not doing more to protect me & my siblings.
I never had a role model of what a healthy relationship should look like, and thus, I self sabotaged a few really good & healthy relationships for many years, because I didn't know how to let a man in or get close to me, for fear that he may become abusive one day.

If you don't grow up witnessing healthy relationships, you CANNOT have one yourself, as you have no basis for understanding, no memories from witnessing them & no experience living within a healthy household.

If they've never experienced or witnessed a healthy relationship in their childhood, how on earth could you expect them to go through life normally... especially since you haven't given them the tools to do so??

Don't you understand that you're setting up your kids for the same fate as me?
Is that what you want for them?? 😳

You're mimicking the same unhealthy toxicity for your kids,  and while you may believe staying with him is best, you're actually being a NEGLIGENT parent yourself,  as you're forcing them to remain in a traumatic, toxic & terrifying environment.

Growing up with such severe childhood trauma, causes very severe & long term issues as an adult, which manifests itself in THE most unhealthy & destructive ways possible (think; constantly seeking the approval & acceptance that we so desperately needed (but never received) from our fathers, but we find it in men that we probably should stay away from... and now connect that to sex).

It will be far, far, FAR better for your children (*especially* if you have daughters!) to see that you are perfectly fine being alone, and you don't need anyone or anything but them to be happy. 
They need to see that you're ok all by yourself, and you definitely don't need a man or his paycheck to be happy. 
You need to mimic the relationship that you want for your children -- happy, healthy, safe & at peace.

Right now, you're a terrible role model.

I grew up thinking my mother was weak & pathetic -- and same as this PP, I never speak to her now because she's STILL making the same ridiculous excuses that OP is using (and they really are LAME, OP... I can punch a huge hole through each and every excuse you gave).

That's something that you have to look forward to, OP...  your kids will think you're weak & have no respect for you.

How do you think your children perceive YOU for keeping them in such a miserable, toxic & unhealthy situation?  They must have such severe anxiety... poor babies.

You do know that childhood trauma is the most difficult to overcome, right??
And it doesn't just go away on its own, because if you don't get them into therapy STAT, they will figure out a way to make it all their fault, and it will screwed their lives up until they get help.

Oh, and btw, if you hire a good lawyer, you won't have to worry about him messing with your security clearance, also your kids are tweens, which means the court takes their feelings into account -- if they tell the judge what life has been like in your home, he won't get 50/50.
If you say what you said here, your husband will have to go through a psychological evaluation before being granted custody anyway, and it's very hard to fool a court psychologist.
 
This isn't the 1950's you know, you don't need to have "visible bruises" for the court to believe that you're in an abusive relationship -- they understand that emotional & psychological abuse are very real for many families that come through their courtroom.

[b]How on earth do you live with yourself, after your child has BEGGED you to leave and you're like, hmmm, nah?  I wouldn't be able to sleep at night. 😱
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