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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]Well, we know that isn't true but I am so tired of the appts and medications and not being able to plan trips (work or personal) without an extensive calendar, moon alignments and testing the direction of the wind b/c we may need to be around for monitoring.  We are doing ERA (aka mock transfer) so today was the first day of our mock transfer protocol.  While sitting in the waiting room I just wanted to cry, mostly b/c I remember how excited I felt when we were trying to get pregnant with our first.  Now we're closing in on two years of infertility cycles (started with clomid and have graduated to IVF) to get pregnant with our second.  I am just tired.  Physically, emotionally, all of it.  I hate this.  I hate feeling this way.  I hate how it's impacted my marriage b/c my husband is ready to call it quits and I'm not ready to give up yet, so I feel selfish for wanting to do another cycle if this doesn't work.  I'm almost 40 so that is a factor.  If we do a second cycle, I'm hoping the stars align that I could do it while we wait for the biopsy results but thinking about three months of back to back to back monitoring, injections, the phone calls, all of it.  It's exhausting.  I am just tired and hoping this infertility train ends soon.  Where's my fairy godmother?  I think she lost her way so if you see her, tell her stop by my house.  Please.[/quote]

Similar boat but TTC #3, not #2.  But both #1 and #2 were IVF.  How many cycles of IVF have you done, OP?

I am only 7 months in and I am also sick of the monitoring, the not being able to plan stuff bc I may be pregnant but I may be starting another cycle etc.  It's hard.  It just plain sucks

But having gone through it twice, and now a third time, I really do think it's all worth it.  I was miserable for both #1 and #2 while I was doing it, and then once I got pregnant, despite some PTSD, I was so glad I did it.[/quote]

Oh, it's you.

Why don't you start another thread like the one where you bitched and said presumptuous and unkind things to women who were TTC #1?  Where you acted like they were coming down on you (they weren't) and you assured h once they got their baby they'd get it?   I'm not in that position but you are vile.[/quote]

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