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[quote=Anonymous]I used to do sexual work via City Paper listings to pay my way through my last year of collge and law school.   
It started out in college as modelling and then it seemed like every gig was some guy in a home studio who eventually asked me to remove a piece of clothing.  I don't know why but I never said no.  So I would do a topless shot and then eventually I'd do a full nude.   Sometimes it was just photos but on two of the occasions once nude the guys (both like 40-50+) would start fingering me or doing oral on me....again I felt uncomfortable but didn't know how to say no.  Who knows where those photos are but thank goodness it was before the internet really took off and camera phones and video etc.  Let's just say neither I nor my husband should run for public office or they may resurface lol.
Once that had happened, it was easy to transition to nude massage with a happy ending.   Once I answered an ad to join a bunch of other college aged girls in the area that had an operation doing this.   I remember going to a very fancy apartment around the Embassy area of DC and the apartment had massage tables set up in all the rooms.  I was "interviewed" and waiting in the living room with several girls sitting waiting for clients.  This was my first day.  While I was still waiting, whoever had just serviced the last customer must have gotten busted by an undercover but all I remember is everyone running out of there and someone said the client was a cop.  Scared me to death, but I didn't stop. 
I started doing my own City Paper ads for nude massage.  I did this in the steam room of my apartment building.  Actually very few clients pressed for more than that.   Most were married men and older.  Some Indian, White, Black....most were Indian or White.   At one point I answered an ad to do this through an "agency".   The guy invited me to his place to interview me.  I had to audition by stripping and masturbating in front of him and he wanted me to do this to prove I was not a cop.   Once I started doing that I did get turned on and he asked could he give me oral, I said yes.  It was awesome and next thing I know we are on a massage table getting it in.  It was my first interracial sexual intercourse experience.  Well I was 'accepted' into the agency lol.  The first gig was my usual strip then massage nude and happy ending....but right before the guy was to arrive the agent called me and asked if I would be willing to go all the way.   I had never done that before for money but the extra money  he mentioned was more than I had ever seen so I said yes.   The guy arrived and it was an older hairy fat white guy.   I did my usual routine and then he asked about going further and had heard this was going to be my first time doing that (which I think turned him on more).  We did.  I quit the agency afterwards and felt bad about it.  
Prior to that I had answered another ad for an agent and I ended up never working with him because something just never sat right with me about the guy and it really seemed like he was trying to turn me out and become my pimp.  He was all in my head and trying to use some kind of psychology on me or something.  I never answered his calls again.  
I placed more City Paper ads and also online posts and agreed to an overnight with a white male at a DC hotel.  He wanted the girlfriend experience.   We cuddled.  We did everything else and slept and woke up in the morning and did it again and showered together and had breakfast before I left.
One ad I answered was for a guy that liked to tickle.  Older white guy lived near Vienna Metro.  I would go over and get undressed and he had a machine I could ride that had a dildo on it and he could control the vibration with a remote.  It was awesome.  Then he had all kinds of things that he would tickle me with.   Feathers, ice cubes, fingers, etc.   That was it...no oral or sex.   Great pay.  I was a regular with him  once a week until I decided to stop.
I also had an older diabetic black guy for a regular client.  He could not get an erection so he just liked to watch me strip and touch me.
I graduated from law school and have not done anything like that since.  I paid my way through school with the funds I made in addition to some need based grants I had. 
I do remember back to some of these scenarios and masturbate to the thought of them.  I look at my life now and no one would ever believe I did anything like this.  I am a very successful attorney, mom, wife...the basic suburbia life.  Looking back I can admit that as a survivor of sexual abuse from my father that probably made it easier for me to do what I did.  I learned as a child how to separate my spirit from my body.   I always looked older than my age and developed faster than normal and had a figure that stopped traffic from 10 yrs old on.  I got used to men looking at me sexually and I imagine in a way it made me feel powerful to take control (or so I thought) of that sexuality.  I’m just grateful that I never experienced violence and came out of this disease free.  It does make me look differently at men though…I see these upstanding citizens and professional men around here and at work and wonder how many are johns as most all of the clients I saw fit that mold.
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