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[quote=Anonymous][quote=Anonymous]Thank you for your reply, I very much appreciate it.  What is worse is that I gave my whole self to my husband, of 36 years, fulfilling all his fantasies even though I didn't want to.  I was told it was normal and I felt pressured and I basically disconnected and complied. 
I am very ashamed of myself. Porn was a big thing too. If I didn't want to watch it he got upset making me think I was not normal and I gave in. Then about 2019 he started going out, lying about working and being with friends and then I found out. Its been a terrible 4 years for me. I am still here with him. I stopped working and life in 2021. I was hospitalized in a psych unit in 2021 then have been isolating myself at home.  Its awful. I have been so traumatized. Yet....he thinks I should put it all in the past...but my mind can't and I am very unhappy and scared and lonely.  My life outside of home was wonderful, I taught Kindergarten and had an amazing group of friends who supported me and held me up every day at school, until I broke down and couldn't return to something I loved and fulfilled me. I'm just very sad. Thank you for listening.  I am happy I came upon this site. 
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I’m sorry to hear that you had such a rough time but I am glad that you have a great group of friends that you mention in your last post. People that care for you are pretty much the greatest gift in the world.  
This is your year, turnaround 24! [/quote]

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