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[quote=Anonymous]My mother was emotional abusive in so many ways. She tried to live her life through me and I was her only child. It wasn't until I moved out and realized I didn't even know who I was as a person how bad it was. She told me from a young age what I did and didn't like. other examples
-not allowing me to play in the shade because I wouldn't get a tan
-choosing my friends
-forcing me to do beauty pageants when I hated them
-never allowing me to pick my own clothes
-would listen on the other line to all phone conversations well into teens
-would pretend to be me on social media(aol chat) and talk to my friends as me
-did not allow me to sleep in my own room until I was a teen
-ground me if I did not go to tanning bed daily 
-lots of negative comments about my appearances 
-forced me to wear make up and highlight my hair at young age

My mom never left her bedroom. My dad took me eveywhere. I later learned my mom was addicted to painkillers. Which explains why when she took me to the doctor she'd always ask "make sure you aka for something for pain." 
My mom is sober now(her doctor was arrested) and I have tried talking to her about the past and she denies everything. She will say I don't appreciate her and start a huge crying fit. I know this post is all over the place, but I just don't know how to deal with all the trama. I find myself picking an outfit for kids and panicking if my mother will like it. I cried hysterically when I got my first stretch make because I new my mom would be angry. I never post a picture of myself without make up because I know she will tell me I have no pride in myself. [/quote]

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